Evening~~
Didint sleep great kept getting up for massive wees!!!
whats up with me man
annoying
and i woke up when dad got up which was 6:55am
so ive been up since then really /:
even took stuff to try help me sleep as well
so much for catching up on sleep
i weighed myself
put on more weight so from today thats it now
no cake biscuits or cereal binge
im done
im cutting back on sugar and food in general
I got up and ready
cleaned my pets out, did 15mins of yoga then went with mum
to park run
i gave it a good go and did 27:30 so i was happy with that
i waited for mum she did 47mins so i waited a while in the cold for her
but it was my choice as i had car keys but i wanted to see her cross the line
we left from there and i had a shower and got ready to go out
by 11:10am i had picked mia up and we went charity shop shopping~
she picked up a couple of LPs and some harry potter books
i got a £2 brand new coat for my dad for work he was pleased with it
but simply because its work related so he's bound to like it
we stopped for lunch which was white hot chocolate and a tea cake
but mia had white chocolate with whipped cream (well gross) and a cake
then i dropped her off home
i had parked up in a park so we had a bit of a walk to the car but it didnt matter
i came back and had a brew and read a bit of my book for the first time in weeks
keep thinking about school which makes me anxious for some reason
cant face going back right now so im trying to be busy
i looked over my xmas list to see what was what
ive pretty much done i just needed a few more bits
so i ordered online an expensive anime figure for mia for her birthday shes wanted that character for quite a while and always looks at them at conventions but never buys herself one so i brought that i was really struggling for her birthday so i can tick her off
tara needed one more item just to round it off
mum needed a couple more pieces and dad well i just need stuff for dad really but dont know what i will do there
at 4:30 i went out to the shops hoping they would be quiet
and luckily there were!
so i spent a good hour shopping
i brought tara rabbit treats so her present is finished now
i brought mum foot cream and nail varnish so that is her ticked off and because i have so much for her i practically have enough for her birthday in January
didnt manage to get dad anything but dont know if i will yet
i picked up warm clothes for school like trousers for when im not in the mood for skirts and such cus i just want to be warm and comfy theyre elasticated waist so im happy with my finds
i went then round a bargain food store and picked up 2 treats for my brother and the rest went to food for school really just stuff to snack on cus i never know what food to take with me
so i stocked up
and it feels good getting presents ticked off
i only need now to do my dad
made my christmas cards so im sorted really
i came in and it was like 6:30 to my surprise
i felt quite tired and drained
so i did my dinner of a shed load of bread and then soup
my family are having take away pizza but theres no way i will be able to digest that so i did soup
so today was a busy and productive day
im just quite wiped out now
might do some japanese tonight
i wrote out a few ideas for mum as she wanted ideas for christmas for me but i cant say im arsed about gifts but she wanted ideas
tomorrow
ah tomorrow what shall i do?
literally what will i do?
im not staying round the house all day that is for sure but i know
mum is wanting for me to rest but i find that hard and boring lets face it
ive got stuff to do online and potentially some drawing
apart from that im not sure i will have to have a think tonight
heres my other necklace i ordered
dont feel like i cut back that much today but i havent had any biscuits or cake or cereal so i suppose thats something, just so fat and ugly i cant bare looking at myself i cant even bare looking at my bare arms so ive been covering my body up