There wasn't a diary entry yesterday due to my laptop
officially dying. I couldnt get any juice outta the cable
so my laptop wouldnt turn on = no internet for me
So yesterday
went food shopping with mum
cut out felt christmas decorations with Oz
cleaned my room and changed my bed
can't remember what else really
i know I fell asleep for 2 hours
that night dad upset me big style
but then he always has vented his aggression out on me
he didnt even know i was in my room at 9:30pm crying my eyes out
nor would he care if he did know
i can't tell you how bad and dark the thought became
So today I got up to go city centre with mum
it was kinda a christmas shop run
so we managed to pick my brother up some stuff, my dad something, i chose a few things (personally i hate knowing what ive got for christmas but it cant always be helped!)
I picked up 2 tops for H&M
First is a pink and black shirt which was reduced to £5 from £12.99
and the second top is a long sleeved stripped jumper reduced from £19.99 to £4
bargins~~
I picked up Mia a couple of gifts also
we had a drink and cake in the city to keep us going
but we came home for 1:15pm and had pumpkin soup for lunch :)
i'd had cheese on toast for my breakfast as I couldnt face cereal
that is not like me
I'd txted adam to say I was home and gave him the option of walking over
which he did
so i was cleaning out the pets whilst he walked over
i hadn't stopped i was quite tired
so i laid on my bed with him
but mum wanted to go out in her car and i was blocking her in
i knew id drop adam off home later anyway so i decided to go his house for the last hour
we didnt do a lot if im honest
but he did give me some one to one time on his bed + a play fight but i gave in cus i was knackered
I came home then
I ran through my dance routines quickly but ran out of energy
ive got Oz in now and thinking of doing some hand stitching of the christmas decorations
tomorrow i get to please myself in the morning
the adam is seeing me after work he says
this is a cream i brought new for £4 reduced from £40
I have a few creams on the go currently so i havent used it yet
but sounds good another korean make~
