Evening
I didnt sleep well last night, not surprised. Couldnt stop thinking about my meeting. I felt tired when I got up this morning and had to travel to school with hot bag on my stomach as I had sicky anxiety tummy -____- not the greatest monday morning I have to say. But this morning was my first morning of no social media. I sat doodling whilst eating breakfast and fussed Oz. I dont get to fuss him much in the morning as he spends those 50mins on the toilet or eating. so yeah I just doodled this morning.
So this morning we walked into the prep room to be pounced upon by teachers. So unfair and stresses me out so much. I was running round like a headless chicken trying to get practicals out.
we then had to go for our meeting at 10. I was assigned 30mins for said meeting. I was in there over an hour....I was SOOOO nervous. But the HR lady did put me at ease. he was trying to get out of me any changes to me health so in the end I said "Should I just reel it off?" and just went for it really. We laid out any changes we needed to make and what would help me and yeah. It was all very positive and it wasnt about trying to get me sacked. I felt relieved when I walked out the room. and very drained off life. I had a quick sit down, did a couple of jobs and went home.
I got home and filled mum and had lunch with her. Oz demanded apple from me (he robbed banana from me this morning) and then he went up to mum wanting her satsuma so he got that as well!! its very pressuring when hes in your face like a dog. beast.
I had a sleep and when I woke up I had a hot chocolate, did 50mins of yoga whilst being sexually harassed by a rabbit. Id even cut him leaves to bribe him to not bother me. But he ate that and still had his way with my arm then hopped off >.> typical man takes what he wants of a woman then leaves XD
I cooked bacon to go on jack's lunch so he has tomorrow on his wraps - pulled pork, sausage, bacon. Meat feast! I spoil him ^^
I then did dinner so it would be ready for when Jack got in which wasnt til like 6:20. cus of warhammer club. he appreciated the dinner and that I had done his lunch too.
Oz had been waiting by Jack's seat for him to come home. Ate his evening carrot by Jack's seat and then showered Jack in licks and fuss. Wanted Jack today clearly as I havent had that kinda attention! bless him its very sweet to see tho. I made Jack take oz to bed
I had a boiling hot bath to burn those aches, now just doing diary. Its now 8:50pm and we still havent watched anime. Dont know if we might skip that tonight and just play on switchs in bed. Jack is just late doing everything tonight.
so today wasnt as bad as I thought it was gonna be. I will see what coming changes there will be at school. I feel after today I have a stronger permission to work from home if needed tho which is nice cus i feel guilty about doing that.
tomorrow is school
practical heavy day....
