Evening
I woke up at 2am and felt sicky anxious really bad. I cuddled Jack for 10mins and wondered how the hell he slept through someone hugging him.....why cant I sleep that deep!? I got up and decided to take extra pain killers, have a drink and biscuits and then Jack appeared! He had randomly woke up. He made us both a tea and sat with me and cuddled me. he is just the best. At 3:30am we went back to bed
This morning when I woke up at 7:45am I was disappointed. My legs hurt despite me skipping on exercise yesterday, I felt sick to my stomach with anxiety. But I have no idea where all this anxiety is even coming from. I felt tired from not sleep great. So all in all i thought "can I go out with Jack today??"
I talked to him, I rang my mummy and yeah we summed up that realistically, I cant go out for a walk anywhere. I wont enjoy it.
So we decided to do some gardening together with Oz and do a little walk round the block.
Jack kindly gave my legs a massage as they felt ridged
In the morning we did almost 2 hours of gardening. Which hurt my back -- massively
I wasnt even doing anything strenuous >.>
We had lunch and i went bed afterwards
when I got up we did a short walk but I was really struggling just with that.
We had a cup of tea together and then an early bath as I thought it might help my aches and complains. It did a help a bit. When I came out the bath my mum appeared so I was talking to her in my towel. She had brought us both a cake from Bakewell as she and dad had managed to go out for the day. I envied that.
we had dinner, now we are going to go round up the 2 buns. Oz is happy indoors he can stay a little while longer.
Jack has got gaming tonight so hes off to do that after we have buns in. I think I will try do some drawing maybe
I have had some of my cake and it was amazing....
Im sorry I didnt get to out but hopefully I will next week
Tomorrow
we're seeing Harvey and Theo at Pudding Pantry in the morning!!!! so yay sweet treats in the morning. Then I need to pop chemist. I have a massage at 4pm which I am so ready for
