I didn't sleep well
I had a dream that I had to tell a load of people that I am constantly in pain
and what the pain has done to me over time
I was some sort of dragon monster thing
My pain had turned me into a monster
Last night I had spoken to Ed on the phone for almost an hour
it was good to speak to him although I felt I didn't have much to tell him
but it was still good to talk to him
I got up at 7:30am
I spent my morning doing some more work on the black bird picture
simply because I wasn't in the mood to sew
I also did my pumpkin! it's a simple design nothing amazing
I sat with Oz
I got ready to see adam not that I bothered applying make-up
or doing a lot with my hair
I couldnt be bothered today
and I still couldnt get my head round what we were gonna do today
In the end I picked him up from the gym and we went into a town
we went pub for lunch i had soup
i didnt really feel like eating
we walked round some shops and charity shops
I picked up some new leg warmers reduced from £8 to £1.59!
I picked Oz up some treats as I haven't brought him rabbit treats in such
a long time i've just been giving him dried fruit and veg
and he loved the treats
he also loved seeing adam honestly he was so excited and licking him at every chance
im almost forgotten about!
We played pokemon downstairs
I was so cold I can't get rid of these hot and cold moments
i was sweating earlier in the day then mid afternoon i was a corpse
this morning i was so cold my hands like ice
dont know whats up with me
mum says it could be my thyroid
another reason why im getting my blood test done i guess
We went for a half hour walk to see if that would warm me and it
eventually did thank god
then i took adam home
suppose to be seeing him tomorrow i believe
he says i need to relax and calm stuff down
im stressing too much which i know i am
seeing as my brother wasn't happy i decided to draw a picture for him
this is 'Cock Cat' from the series 'Fresh Meat'
its drawn on the wall in one of the student's rooms.
I paused the DVD and sat and drew it downstairs on my lap
then went over it in pen in my room
I do hope he enjoys
cus I must say I felt bloody dirty drawing this thing XD
An idea came to me today
ive been wanting to give adam something a lil extra at xmas
but couldnt think what as guys are so damn hard!
but I thought about doing a drawing for him and getting it printed on a phone case for him :D i think that has real potential the question is now
what do I draw for him? /:
Tomorrow I have stupid dentist
ugh
don't want to go but it cant be helped i guess i need to get these things done if i want to keep my teeth my whole life. i just dont enjoy it. but theres charity shops next to it so that will cheer me up afterwards im sure :) then see adam at some point
