I got two hours sleep last night
yup just 2 hours
between the hours of 3am and 5am
I spent the rest of the night feeling awful
I felt like being sick just to see if Id feel better
what a long crappy night
safe to say I rang the agency at 7am to say no way could I work
I was majorly disappointed
I have done nothing all day
just dead
I couldnt sleep ether I did manage a quick hour but my body wanted more
but I just couldnt drop off for whatever reason
Mum took me for a quick walk again just so i could get some air and a stretch
i came home to find a txt message from adam
"you better put a brew on"
wait, what?! i told him NOT to see me today as I was dead and no good to anyone
he came anyway and I made him a brew
we sat with Maisy and then we laid on my bed
we did nothing simply cus i couldnt do anything
he understand and was just happy being in my corpse like company
he did brighten my day i will admit
and he kept me from falling asleep too
which should help the battle tonight
I tried on the t-shirt he brought me this week
We arent going yoga as Karen is poorly and so am I
I have been booked into school tomorrow morning just one down the road
ive been to a few times now
im sure i can drag my body over there for the morning
the school i had to cancel on today are giving me another chance for wednesday
and i have work thurs and fri morning at the school im going to tomorrow
so its nice to have a bit of work in
ive done some drawing today
worked on the card im making for adam on our anniversary
its coming along slowly to say the least
so tomorrow its work til 12
then come home for a brew
at 12:30 i have nigel
then come home again and not sure after that to be honest
