Evening
I slept well last night
but this morning, god my body
my legs and lower back KILLS
it actually hurts to walk. To the point where I could cry
all I wanted to do was stay home and sleep. I needed to be out of pain
but instead Jack just told me to take regular breaks
I was on my arse for hours doing nothing. I thought "if he wont let me stay home, I will make it so it is like I was home" XD but to be honest I couldnt do much
but after break time I did start to pick up a bit
but the pain of walking....it was like someone squeezing my muscles constantly combined with growing pains. I wanted to cry.
So I have overdosed~
I somehow got through my day going from perch to perch
Mum was home when we got in, and I was in such a mood. Cobby and grouchy
but I soon chilled out, Jack left me to mum think he wanted to escape me XD
I went to have a bath
I wasnt going to exercise today as I felt any exercise was going to make matters worse
so I was in the bath ages and massaged my calves with muscle relaxing body wash and it helped a bit.
Then I made biscuits then served up the curry we put on this morning.
Oz has just gone home and I might have 10mins of drawing then watch anime and go bed
I am so exhausted
this is what I have been working on anyway
its for my brother's birthday, if it turns out well I will get it printed as a glass coaster for his new work desk I think
if I feel like this tomorrow and still hurts to walk - i will not be going
I feel i pushed into going school today and really i should have recovered at home
but anyway. the day is done
bed......where is my bed T^T
im walking like a cripple
tomorrow is school
i have my biology lesson and I have a practical to do
