Evening
I slept
thank bloody god
I did near enough fall straight to sleep too but think that was just sheer exhaustion
Next thing I knew I was being awoken by my alarm.
It was another damp morning which to me is always a sign that summer is on its way out
My day was ok like nothing bad, but for some reason all morning I felt drugged up like I couldnt stop almost falling asleep. Just keeping my eyes open was a fight. I didnt feel tired as such but my body wanted to just be in bed, eyes shut. Didnt know what to do to be honest.
I felt like if I was to push through it as it had been going on for more than 2 hours now, that I would probably pass out. Not to mention it quickly got to over 25c+ today and for the prep room that means at least 30c no fan or air con. So I thought if I do push on I will make myself unwell
I gave in and ate 4 biscuits and had a sweet cup of tea and regular rests.
I did get everything done today but it was a real effort. Only around 2pm so an hour after lunch did I feel like I could keep my eyes open. Its so hard to tell my body "no you cant sleep!!" Im not sure if I did just need food not that I felt hungry.
It was stupid hot tho. Where has this weather come from? and the humidity.....sweet jesus.....it was chronic
Jack said I looked a mess. So Im guessing I looked bad as he doesnt usually say negative things about my appearance. He was hot and bothered.
On the way home my stomach burned with hunger. Not sure why as I have eaten more than enough today!!! mum brought Oz. I had tea and fruit loaf. Tea just to make yourself hotter! We got the fan back out it is that hot. I was tempted to get it out yesterday but today I have decided no more ><
I made more biscuits, ate chocolate, ate a biscuit, did dinner
flaked out on the bed after bed as I was to tired, hot, and full.
I havent done any exercise so I do feel guilty for eating bad foods AND not exercising
I am trying to accept the fact that sometimes the body needs rest and nourishing. Today is one such day. The heat is draining. And I just didnt feel up to anything as I felt I probably would have made myself feel unwell given how I had been feeling all day. Didnt seem worth it. Wednesday is usually rest day so I will just take it a day earlier this week.
I hope I sleep tho, my mind is having a bit of a panic about calories and such
I prepped tomorrows stew with Jack then had a cold bath, I had goosebumps! I couldnt wait to get out but it served its purpose of cooling everything down. Jack loved the bath after me X3
Just with Oz, I left him outside til it had gone dark as he hasnt been able to play out most of the day at mums cus the heat. He had the fan on his cage along with the girls. Mum said all 4 of them were sat against the bars of the cage enjoying the fan. Bless them. Hot piglets and hot bunbun.
I hope I sleep tonight. Always harder sleeping when its hot isnt it
I might have the fan yet
Tomorrow
just school nothing special, not got too hard of a day. 2 practicals but theyre easy just messy
its the time of year for food tests so its easy for me but a lot of cleaning up!
