I went to bed a bit smacked out my head last night
it is taking some getting used to with taking these tablets
i have to say, but i know i will get there and if it will help
me sleep like a normal person all the better!
I woke up at 11:30pm tho /:
whats with that? and whats more is i didnt feel drowsy like how I did
an hour previously when I first went to bed
I felt i needed to get up so I did just for an hour and I nodded off again
i have no idea why i needed to wake up and how i didnt feel like death
body is just strange i guess
I woke up at 8am as a bee flew in through my window and the noise
of it buzzing woke me, miss.light-sleeper
so I was up then and cleaned out my piggies as they smelt like farm yard animals
I had breakfast which resulted to me running to the toilet
this is like day 4 of everytime i eat i have to get to a toilet and fast
theres nothing left but sadness XD im sick of going
Mum dropped me off at adams house today
as im still quite dizzy and spaced out and dont trust myself behind the wheel
he wasnt expecting me but was happy to see me still and we walked up to the shops
for lunch but i told him i wasnt eating and would eat when i get home
there was no way i was gonna risk eating there and running to his loo
we got back and he ate and i just had a drink and made an origami cat whilst waiting XD
cant help but do stuff
I painted his mum's nails I used nail tape and i remembered why i dont use that stuff
its damned fidley and very annoying but we got there and she was pleased with her fan design
at 2pm mum came to pick me up and i had lunch followed by a trip to the toilet
i hate eating at the moment its not worth the hassle
but i gotta eat
whilst i was eating i noticed my dad was in the garden setting fire to stuff
safe to say i couldnt eat my lunch quick enough and was desperate to see what
he was settling fire too
i came out and discovered it was ants nest he was burning with fuel and matches XD
very safe XD
our whole garden is slopping if you look at the photos from 24 years ago when we first moved here our lawn, rockery and everything really was pretty much level and now its truly not
our rockery looks like its being pushed forwards and its suppose to keep the land in check
so dad decided that he would start taking it apart and that when he started burning ants nests as its amazing how many you find under stuff and the red ants hurt bad when they bite
i stayed outside for about 2 hours with him just generally assisting really and enjoying seeing what we found under the rocks i know the soil round here is very clay like and i was surprised to see that the clay soil changed from reddy brown to light grey the deeper dad dug
then it rained so we came in and i sat with Ozwald and a brew
since then i have made myself some pasta and ate it and went to the toilet
starting to see a pattern
food = stomach upset
then i watched a few live performance videos on youtube cus i enjoy that time to time
as evening comes my dizziness increases which i find bazaar
so im trying to cope with that currently
its peeing me off!
id like to do a bit more dancing tonight if i can
i mean it is sodding hot again and im dizzy but i want to do something
tomorrow i believe I am seeing adam
but as to what we are doing remains a mystery
that is simply because without me we dont have transport
annoyingly
so if im still unfit to drive then it limits the day somewhat
id like to be able to drive tomorrow but no point in risking it
just have to see
the second hair clip i brought, cute huh
