Didn't sleep great
woke up at 3am thinking it was much later than it was
when i saw it was only 3am i groaned and got up
i felt sick and achy
i went to bed around 4ish
but couldnt sleep that well
and i woke up at 7am and napped til 8:30am when mum woke me
she said i was groaning in my sleep
i was probably aching in my sleep >.>
i did some dancing this morning
getting further with cross road
the ending is within reach!
its such a good feeling to be able to finish a dance
but i found theres a new Yosakoi dance out!!!! *0*
must learn!!!!! love yosakoi!!!
anyway i got myself ready this morning to see Ed
and did a few jobs like book myself in for a massage for a couple of weeks time
and then just laid there til he arrived
didnt bother with lunch as it only gives me stomach ache
and i couldnt be doing with it
ed arrived and we had a cup of tea together
he also annoyed me so i annoyed him back
and he gave me plenty of cuddles ^^
i dont think we will ever lose the bond we have
although i do call him a perv at times XD
and the stuff he comes out with makes me laugh
typical male humour
never fails to make me laugh
but sometimes i feel unsure why he still sees me
ive known him 7 years and i have watched him mature in that time
whereas i feel like ive stayed as the same childish idiot in a way
we laid on my bed where i almost fell asleep
dangerous for me to lay down when i dont sleep at night as i literally just go
im gone in minutes
but mum came home and i got up
then me and ed went to a pirate mini golf one ive been to before
i totally won
he kept hitting it out i was like "its not hockey you know!"
it was fun
and then we went for something to eat at a pub on the way home
he had lamb i had chicken
then we came and had a few play fights at home
then he left
it was good to see him as god only knows the next time we can meet up
i am well and truly shattered tho
i had my room to tidy after he left
as i had to sew 6 badges on his uniform which he said would have cost him £23!!!! rip off or what!! and my bed was a mess so i changed it
im gonna have a shower now
sit with Oz and go bed
tomorrow i am doing bugger all and pleasing no one!!!
so worn out!!
but its good ^^
jack knew i was seeing ed today but wasnt mad or jealous :)
but sadly i cant see him til sunday ><
