Tuesday, 19 March 2019

Base Colour and stupid antidepressants

Evening~~

I had to get up at 3:30am
felt horridly sick
i've upped my antidepressant and im blaming that
but i did find out that my pain killers have been reduced to their former dosage
so im happy about that as they were doing bugger all anyway
if i can take less medication i will~
yeah mum said i looked rough this morning

This morning i somehow motivated myself to do some dancing
i did learn some more of crossroad but in all honesty i think ive forgotten it
but i was dripping in sweat, actually dripping
how grim is that
so i showered then i went out to the shops for mum
i picked up the bits i needed
managed to get some rabbit pajamas and slippers
this time of year is perfect for finding rabbit stuff! i love it!

I came home and had some lunch and slept for 2 hours
i felt like road kill once again its my antidepressants 
ive doubled the dosage and its taking a lot outta me
i hate it
i got up and went on my laptop
then i had a brew with Oz and mum
he looked tired as he usually does
god he gave me a heart attack last night
he was on my knee and started shuddering i thought he was having a fit or something but turns out he had actually fallen asleep whilst i was stroking his face!!! jesus Oz he'd fall asleep on the washing line im sure. so lazy bunny-idle i call him

ive been drawing this afternoon and evening 
I wanted to get the base colour finished on the picture for Liv and Alacia
so this is how far i am

think its slowly coming along
Alacia has seen it on What's app and loves it :D so im happy

not sure what i will do tonight
i went charity shops today and found a Chrono Crusade manga for £1 so i brought it to take to work and read on lunch i already have it so doesnt matter is it becomes wrecked

tomorrow i'll probably do drawing and maybe food shopping with mum
then i will be returning to running club!!
Mia says shes starting the gym tomorrow so im keen to see if she does actually go
Jack signed the housing paperwork today he just has a bit of paperwork to do then he can move in on 28th march! so fast! but i guess thats renting for you
still im happy for him having his own place