I am alive
I just havent been myself and rather over whelmed with my depression
I had no idea it could grab you so badly like it did
anyway Im not gonna blab on about my suffering
I am in need of a good catch up!!!!
I thought I'd start with Manchester as thats where I left off really
So manchester was great I did enjoy myself and Adam bless him looked after me
he really did >< which makes me feel like "i shouldnt need looking after, he'll get fed up of always having to look out for me" which I did express to him but hes so laid back he was fine with it all.
On day one we arrived in the pouring rain it wasnt a very good day to say the least
and we took it easy walking round manchester and we went to an italian for dinner
i had pizza it was amazing and adam treated me
and since nether of us are into clubbing or drinking we just went and grabbed some snacks from the shop and went back to the hotel and played pokemon and ate XD
He cuddled me like all night ^^
In the morning well I wanted to get out and explore the day but adam isnt a morning person so motivating him wasnt too bad but i felt awful getting him up i kept him in bed as long as i could cus lets face it it takes longer for me to get ready than it does him
we basically went shopping really
I offered to go round the football stadium with him but he didnt want to go said it was an hour away via tram and he couldnt be arsed
i wasnt complaining
but then i said we were just spending the day doing what i wanted to do
he said he was fine with that
like i say - laid back
I picked up a few bits and pieces
some fabric for lynn for her birthday (found a craft store finally!)
some incense sticks and holder for mum for christmas
hair bows for yours truly X3
New fairy lights for round my bed as mine have had it. these were cheaper than mine too!!
a hair tie, nyanko-sensei pen, lucky cat bracelet for me
some manga i needed for my collection
after that day of shopping we went and had some oriental street food for dinner it was alright
then went back to the room at night
next day which was the sunday it was the day i was going convention
the previous day i had seen people walking round in cosplay and i so wanted to join in!
So it was good to actually be able to join in
I got up early and got ready I was quite pleased with my make-up
we got in the never ending line at 9:45am the doors open at 10am and there was a lot of people there already and many who followed us!
we took a photo together
I brought a few bits but not as much as usually buy
got a Pote-Usa Loppy bunny, Patamon plushie, Kero phone charm, Pink kitty pen, 2 anime badges
I did enjoy myself i did
but it all felt very samey
it felt like id only been there 2 weeks ago even tho it had been 2 years
nothing had changed, the stalls hadnt changed and even what they were selling on the stalls was the same! it didnt feel fresh and different. I came away thinking "im not arsed about going to conventions anymore" which is sad. so ether i need a break or im growing out of it
i would love to go to a japanese festival/convention tho but they dont happen too often
we got some food about 2pm i hadnt eaten all day and my body was shaking which adam noticed so i could tell he made it his mission to get food down me and to see to it that i was alright
we went back to the room where i slept for an hour
i was drained
i cant remember what else we did with the day just know that we went to a different italian and both had meatballs ^^
Monday came, home day
we managed to get the train fine i didnt feel too good tho
i was just so drained, tired and in pain
adam carried as much as he could to help me
we got on the train and ended up sitting facing a guy same age as us and he'd been convention also (i can tell the type of people who go to cons) we talked all the way home well i talked for most it the first half hour i slept and adam said whilst i slept the guy said i was cute despite adam telling him i was taken XD is that normal? to say if someone is cute in front of their other half? just seemed strange but adam wasnt phased by it.
my mum and brother picked me and took us home adam came home with me for a lil while
and that was manchester
i think our next trip could be whitby next month!
I will keep up to date with my diary and blog
and fill in whats been happening over the last 2+ weeks
