Look who didn't sleep until 4am!
god what a sodding night
i could not sleep i hurt so much
that i got up at 12:30am
i even tried going on the Wii in thinking that when i exercise the pain lessens
but after song one, despite being on the lowest volume my brother came down and said he could hear the tv so i turned it off which annoyed me
but when i told mum this morning she said i should have pleased myself and carried on
i went to bed at 3am and drifted off around 4am
what a long sodding night
and i woke up at 7:15am so i'd had 3 hours sleep
i got up and got dressed and left the house
it felt like a prison as id been round it all night by myself
so i went and brought some flowers for my mum
then i went, without my ipod, for a walk by the river
i needed to be soothed by water, by the sounds and smells of it
and i enjoyed that, that was at 9:15am
so peaceful~
I came back and did the flowers for mum she appreciated them ^^
then i pretty much went to bed
whilst i had been out my mum and brother had brought the pets out the shed
so theyre by the back door now and when that happens it always feels like spring to me
its so lovely seeing them outside the door
cant see them in the shed
molly has, by day 1, clocked that if she squeaks loud enough we can hear her through the door and mum literally goes running to her with salad in her hand like praising a guinea pig for actually squeaking....*sigh*
i had lunch when i woke up and then i went on my laptop
ordered a couple of clothes
and then i did some baking
ta-da~~ said id do mum some cookies for the early mother's day
i havent given her her card yet she can have that on actual mothers day
the cookies taste good and i told jack i made them and he wants one
mum was like "take him a love heart one"
i said "does it look like i want to give him a love heart cookie!?" XD
not happening
ah yeah the git as well
basically i said before i see him tomorrow id go for a run to burn off some energy so i wasnt too hyper when i saw him
and he said "do i not make your heart beat fast?"
i said "i said i was burning energy not raising my heart rate, besides im surprised you doubt that considering how nervous you make me"
he said "yeah i can actually feel your heart at times"
WHAT!!?? why am i only finding out about this now!? jeez like i can sleep after knowing that!!!! how embarrassing is that. just want to die T^T
the cookies were good~
I did some dancing after that and worked a bit more on cross road
i want to relearn onepixcel's Tondeke
i showered and decorated the biscuits
then i went and put some new songs on my ipod
ive sat with Oz a few times today bless him
hes missing the shed to sit in and brood in XD
Jack had put on the group chat that its lord of the rings quiz night on tuesday
i said id rather watch paint dry
made everyone laugh and agree with me XD
not attending that i can assure you
i watched an episode of anime tonight
one about a ghost in a hot springs it was random and funny so i might finish it at some point theres only 12 episodes
tomorrow im gonna go for a run then meet jack in the city centre i think
god only knows if i'll sleep tonight
but cant be any worse than last night
i caught an hour's sleep today
i dont hurt like i did last night anyway
i mean i hurt but nothing like yesterday
