well this morning we didn't get the snow everyone was so hyped up over
I didn't sleep well
I went to bed at 8:45pm as I was dead
I woke up at 10:30pm in absolute pain honestly it was like screaming at me
i couldnt get in any comfy position for relief
there was no relief so i got up and went downstairs for a full dose of pain killers
and i found mum's pain relief cream and rubbed it into the painful areas
i did calm down half hour later and dropped off to sleep
but woke up a lot and i have been awake since 6am
I got ready for school and seemed to have plenty of time this morning
and was even able to have a quick hold of my pets whilst they
had a trot inside
i battled the traffic to work jeez it was relentless
I got to school and the staff gave me such a warm welcome
it was really lovely actually
and i was happy id come back
and its because i dont mind going to this school that i hadnt been suffering with anxiety
as i knew it would go fine.
i had a busy day honestly days go by so quick in that class
its just hectic
i taught two sessions of maths which was easy
did a reading group
i was outside a fair bit and got very cold
ive just done so much today
i got home fine and i was shattered when i got in
i ache already so im dreading tonight as i know i am gonna hurt
well i probably am gonna hurt i hope i dont cus jeez its awful
i havent done much since i got in
been with my pets mainly
to tired to think!
im at the same school tomorrow so should be ok
it could snow again so we shall see what tomorrow brings
Oz has been desperate for his muesli treats today
mum usually rounds him up into his cage for me as he doesnt obey me
and she usually does it with muesli and today when she walked into the shed
Oz saw her and jumped straight into his cage mum didnt even have to ask him!!!!
so unfair!!!!!! so he was going mad in his cage for this muesli
and mum was getting it but obviously not quick enough as he accidentally tipped
his food dish over by stepping in it all -____-
i do feed him i promise
mum later brought a packet into my room and I had Oz in my room
he was begging her thinking she had the muesli packet -______-
what am i gonna do with him
I found a photo of me with fresh purple hair
its about all out now and not sure what colour to go next
ive got mahogany but not sure if it will look right on me
