Konbawan~~
I went to bed at 9:30pm
I woke up near midnight with a massive muscle spasm
in my calf i woke up almost screaming i havent known pain
in a muscle spasm like it, yes muscle spasms hurt but this
felt like the muscle had literally twisted inside out
i seemed to conk out and woke up at 3am
i did try to sleep but i ended up getting up at 3:45am
i went to bed 4:30am and just dosed til when i got up at 7am
man i was tired but i knew id get the day finished
I got up and ready for school
i said hello to Ozwald who gave me licks
i set off for school and was shocked at how many sodding road works were around
turns out the sudden snow we had over the weekend has burst a few pipes under the road
great i love more traffic lights to sit at in the morning
school was alright
i was just doing my usual really at the school
so year 4 for me
it was a lil slow at times but its a lot easier on my body than working
in the youngest class and i got 70mins for lunch!
thats bloody unheard of! i came home for lunch which helps break the day up
i finished school with no issues and they were happy with my work as usual
i got home and sat with a tea and my girls to help unwind
i fell asleep which i wasnt best pleased about as its gonna make it
hard to sleep tonight
i have struggled to eat last two days
food seems really hard to get down me
i got all of my dinner ate but i feel like im gonna bring it up
i havent been sick since i was 15 i intend to keep it that way!
think its just working
it takes a massive toll on my body and i think because im not sleeping
and stuff its just made it all the worse
i need to work otherwise i wont have any money or a life
i refuse to be a kept woman which is what mum suggests for my future to be
not sure what to do tonight
i went to round Oz in but hes sat on that bloody paint bucket behind his hutch
and practically rolled his eyes at me
so sod him
i know i will cave and ask mum to round him in >.>
tomorrow i have got school all day again~
