Evening
Last night I stayed up - by myself - til 10:30pm whilst Jack gamed
I went to go to bed but spotted big spiders in the bedroom T^T so I had to get Jack who sucked em up in the hoover, no messing. He tucked me up in bed ^^
But could I sleep? I ached and was also being told 1000 times how fat I was
despite doing 15mins of yoga before bed so I didnt feel like a fat lay about, it did not help
I was condemned as being overweight etc. I couldnt sleep
Jack came to bed at midnight and I told him how stuff was, he cuddled me and said if I needed to get up then we could get up. And I did need to get up
We went to make hot chocolates but disturbed 4 spiders having a party in our kitchen...seriously!?
and they were big. All the spiders in the evening had been big
so at 12:30 Jack was hoovering up spiders >.> bloody things
we had hot chocolate, I had an overdose and then went to bed at 1am T^T
I got up at 5am for a massive wee and fell back to sleep again
next thing I knew it was 10am......we were suppose to set off to Jack's mum's at 9-9:30am!!
I woke up to Jack next to me reading his phone and I said "seriously!?"
he said "yeah but dont worry. I woke up at 9am, got Oz and told my mum were up late hoovering spiders and you didnt sleep well so didnt want to wake you"
must say I was happy that I hadnt got to go over and pretend to be alive and well in front of others
I struggled to wake up I was quite groggy after all the pain killers ^^; Im only suppose to take 2 at night and I had taken 5......im alive ^^;
I wasnt sure what to do now, my plans had changed
we decided to go to B&M but the one near us not near Jack's mum's
and we were so quick doing that
I came back and cleaned Oz out, he helped, and nudged my bum as a thanks >.> men
We had lunch then I did some painting, painted the outside of my drawers the first coat. Took half hour
then I did a 40 min work out so hopefully that will keep some fat thoughts at bay. I went for a bath then Jack had the bath, we had a quick brew then did dinner which was amazing
Jack then drove to Harveys, I kicked him out the car and drove off. I was in my pyjamas
I came home and grabbed Oz then we went to mums for 90mins. It was just mum for 45mins which was nice. I saw dad and gave him chocolate as thanks for doing my car. He says I dont owe him anything but I still want to pay for the parts which was just new break pads.
I saw my brother just as he came home, had a quick cuddle of the girls then scooped Oz up who had been quite giddy about playing in the garden and we came home.
Ive now set up Jack's bed for the night which is the sofa but I have made it nice and got him all the things he may want in the night like a drink etc.
hes out with friends tonight, the first time since we've moved here. He hasnt had a night out. He kept asking over and over "you sure? I can not go" I was like "yes its fine! stop asking me! im a big girl!" he just worries but I will be fine and I get the bed all to myself~ he insists on sleeping on the sofa
I have no clue what time he will actually be home but Im sure he is fine.
I am gonna leave a little cloud night on for him in the hall so he can see, Ive told him to wake me if he feels sick as I dont want him being sick on the carpets. I will drop him a txt saying the doors are locked and ive made his bed up
got Oz to sit with yet. Bet hes tired bunny X3 ran around a lot at mums bless him.
tomorrow, I plan on getting up and making Jack a bacon sandwich, not out of love or pity for the hangover. No no. I need him to push the trolley round the supermarket and pack it all up. I have no time for hangovers I need the shopping done XD he knows this and has accepted his fate. The bacon sandwich is a surprise tho :3 I will make him a mocha too~
so tomorrow just food shopping, clean bathroom, make my soup for the week and probably do the second coat on the drawers~
I hope my Jack is ok and has a nice night
does feel weird to be home alone tho and knowing hes not home when I go to bed will be weird. Just hope I can sleep ><
