I've done it!
What an achievement for me to be able to work a full week
to exercise and carry on with life
and not die!
I can do it!
Maybe this proves that my illness really is behind me
these last 3-4 weeks I have felt 'normal' physically for the first time in 8 years
Maybe I can keep working full time
I need to find a full time job now
ganbarimasu!
So last night I did in fact sleep not to bad actually
hay fever was bad this morning, it was raining and my hay fever usually gets wound
up by the rain
It was art day!!!
And my day was BUSY serious very very busy
but it was nice to be an actual teaching assistant not working 1 to 1
1 to 1 bores me and cus i had to be on the go all day i didnt have to sit down 1 to 1
i was a classroom assistant
i didnt get break time as it was indoor play and i was asked to work whilst the teacher
supervised the class
i worked through my last break too
i didnt stop basically and it made the day go much quicker
A mum of a child came in to talk and help as she was an artist and brought her art work in
which was paintings and there were good actually
made me want to sit down and paint!
I showed her my digital pieces and she was impressed ^^
Straight after school I went to Nigels
I had 16 needles and a harsh massage
my back has a lot of purple patches from bruises, already...
my pain threshold it high tho as i think "ah this pain will pass in a few mins"
im good at handling pain which i know others wont tolerate
hard as nails
I told him "I take it like a man" he said "or you could say a 'strong woman'" I said "yeah but im not a feminist" that made him laugh
he says my energy felt brighter and clearer as this is the first time he's seen me since ive been feeling 'normal'
I came home and i was hungry and couldnt wait for dinner
didnt do too much actually
i banged on Little Britain, a comedy series from my high school days to make me laugh
I watched another episode of House with Oz last night
but tonight Friday Night Dinner is on so im watching that instead of House
Im restless but I my body is physically tired
not sure how this evening will go at all
im a bit all over the place
Tomorrow I've got my second park run :D
well looking forward to it
Oh and I forgot to show photos of the guinea pig cushion I made for mum~
