Evening
I slept well last night but I was dead. I had nothing to give last night
I enjoyed painting my nails before bed tho as I wasnt in the mood to watch anime. I needed to be quiet. I wasnt in the mood to watch something and laugh and feel emotion I just needed quiet down time
This morning my first thought was "I hope the buns are ok"
They seemed just fine. I didnt hear any thudding as they are on the other side of the wall to our bed and we can hear thudding if it happens but all was quiet.
I gave them a little salad and Skyler just growled XD not Gordon Ramsey standard clearly! We had Oz in this morning. It felt odd leaving the other two cooped up but its what had to be done
School was exhausting. It hurt to walk. I got everything done tho
Jack brought some kinder bars from the shop as I didnt eat any of the kinder doughnut last night. However I looked at them and instantly thought "im not allowed to eat a chocolate bar to myself" thats just how my mind set goes apparently. So I didnt touch them. jack had one later on.
It came to home time and I didnt want to leave my jack but almost easter holidays
I got home, put on some warm clothing as it had been snowing today. Yes. Snowing. We had snow and hail today - several times. It was sunny when I was home so I got the buns out straight away. Oz was left in his cage. Skyler and Thumper I put in the run with tubes and they loved it!!
I took photos but they were only out 20mins when a snow storm came back with a vengeance so I quickly put them home. I was exhausted by this point so I went in for my lunch which was a hot chocolate nd biscuit. i then went to bed. I left Oz inside to sleep on his plush pad as I had had lunch with him and he was happy and content.
When I got up it was sunny so I put the buns out again and it started snowing again. Felt like someone was laughing at me up there! I left them out as they were happy and it wasnt much snow and soon passed luckily. They had probably 2 and a half hours outside today? they both made a break for it tho when I gave them the chance. i wanted to see how confident they felt, and they cant escape the garden. They legged it out the run. So at least I know tomorrow they can play outside in the full garden. I just didnt want to overwhelm them today.
I did some yoga then got Oz in as I didnt want to be raped again. Did 1 hour of yoga. Oz was outside whilst I did yoga as I wanted him to have some outdoor time too. I dont want him to be 100% indoor bun for the next 10 days!
jack came home and literally had a drink, a shower, did my meds and went out
yup im home alone
its the science social night out.
food out - i cant eat out
bowling - i would be in too much pain the next day to work
so i have had to skip but I wanted jack to go
he wil give me a txt when hes on his way home which hopefully shouldnt be late but we will see.
I had dinner whilst he was showing
I put Oz home at 7pm as he was so tired
I had a very hot bath and it was the first time I felt my toes and feet all day.
I am now here and I might just try a few things on clip studio paint my cousin has given me tips for then I might watch anime by myself with a hot drink I shall see. I will certainly play on my switch in bed tho ^^
tomorrow
I have a meeting with head of science to confirm that I want to be part time, I have asked Jack to be in on the meeting too
we are leaving school at midday to come home and get changed and get food then Jack has his first ever driving test!!!!!! Please god let him pass. I cant bare to have him wait another 6 months to try again and hes been driving for 2 years. That boy can drive! I hope he has confidence in himself to do it
