Evening~
Just finished drawing for the evening
im on picture 5/6 of a project im doing for adam's birthday present
taking me quite some hours to say the least!
I didnt sleep brilliantly
I was kinda gutted cus id had 2 semi-decent nights in a row
thinking '3rd time lucky' but it wasnt to be
didnt go to bed til 11pm (late for me) cus I simply wasnt tired
which I knew wasnt a great start to the night
id had the sleeping tablet but the not the sleepy tea
I couldnt face drinking another cup of tea
the trouble with those sleeping tablets is that they make my mouth mega dry
waking me up in the night with a desert mouth.
I got up anyway and cleaned girls out
washed my hair for hair dressers
Went hairdressers then popped into wilkos to check for chocolate/brown nail varnish
nope nothing
annoying and mum checked asda for me today
in the end i ordered one from ebay which comes with a free nail varnish so its a bargin :D
cheaper than £1 shop and good brands too
anyway I came back and got ready to go to adam's
he'd been up to the shops and cafe and got us some lunch which was nice of him
I sat and had lunch with him
i did his mum's nails. she said she'd had a lot of compliments on her nails :D
its always nice to know when my art is appreciated ^^
i spoke a bit to her parents that i was anxious about returning to work
i felt a bit pathetic but all well
then from there we were just on the sofa for 2 hours winding each other up
he had football on in the background i played pokemon
but theres only so much time i can sit there wasting so in the end at 3:30pm
i got up and said "im off home to go get some sewing done" he didnt complain
just that he wanted to see me tomorrow
got home and did some sewing on my jacket til dinner time
its coming along nicely to be honest i think now it just needs to be assembled
ive made every part up and decorated it. it will soon come together
then I chose a design for my nails tonight cus mine have chipped after 10 days wear
gonna do a cute design hopefully!
then I sat and did the drawing project
god i hope i sleep tonight
i need a normal sleeping pattern other wise i havent got a chance in hell of
returning to work next week.
tomorrow me and adam may go out if the weather is good
if the weather is crummy, well i havent decided that far
i know his parents both asked me to stay for dinner
as much as i love being there, they just eat far more than im used to
so i feel like im always getting food shoved in my face
i dont want to be rude or waste food so i eat it but then i suffer mentally
for the rest of the night
some times im lucky and i can pick my portions but its like they have dinner, pudding, drinks, chocolates. it feels never ending at times! i just have dinner thats it sometimes a pudding but its small.
anyway i am grateful i just wish i could handle it all like a normal person and not want to do exercise for the next 5 hours to burn it all off!
i will be normal one day
i hope ><
