Ahhhh such brilliant news~
after being hypnotised yesterday
i did in fact sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the first time I have slept in my own bed, sleep tablet free, through the night SINCE NOVEMBER!
what a bloody achievement
I am so pleased
I was really hoping for it to happen and it did
felt kinda surreal to wake up and it be...morning
wow when was the last time that happened? and I didnt feel hungover from sleeping tablets
proves theres something in this hypnosis stuff huh
kinda excited to know what will come of it when she works on my pain and other stuff
hopefully tonight will be a repeat!
i didnt wake up with bags under my eyes which was amazing in its self really
so this morning i had a shower and went out with mum
she wanted to spend the day with me basically as shes making the most of me
before i start working full time
we went round a few clothes shops
i got bra, pants, 2 tops and a pair of jeans
yes JEANS
i dont wear jeans but i found a pair reduced from £42 to £4....woah
and theyre charcoal and really baggy and loose like you cant see my legs in em XD
they will look good with a top and converse and for £4 you cant go wrong
i'll give em a go
hopefully i might tolerate them
then we went for lunch we shared a sausage panini and a piece of toffee cake
we came home and put the girls out then went food shopping
i came back and started sewing
got my two purples done i had laid out last night
so that makes my total to 11!
think pinks will be next
i went over to tara's
it was good to see her
her garden looks so good now her and james has finished it
i talked about all sorts with them
we're planning on meeting up and bringing jack along too
i got to my car and realised i had a flat tire....
never in my 10 years of driving have i had a flat tire before D:
i thought my car felt a bit weird driving there
i knocked on their door and said i had a flat
i dont think id finished the sentence before james was out the door
he loves tinkering with cars and worked in a garage for years
so he took my spare and kindly changed it for me *0*
such a gentlemen
im very grateful
im also grateful that of all places to have a flat it was outside james's house XD
i got home and told my dad he was ok with it
i was anxious about telling him
i got in pajamas and made a salad
then did my diary
so not been home much today really
gonna lay out my pink fabric for tomorrow tonight
and do that in the morning
2/3 fabrics have come of cushion fabrics so i can start of them soon
tomorrow morning im taking mum to the doctors at 9am for an injection in her foot
in makes he unable to be on her feet aaaaaaaallllllllll day so i will be home being her legs for her
ive told her shes only allowed up to use the toilet
i will do everything for her
so im sewing and looking after her
also means no yoga but that suits me as it gives me time to work on my sleep
as i never sleep well on a yoga night
wish me luck for tonight
please be a repeat performance!
