I woke up lots in the night with bad nausea
really felt like I was gonna be sick
then I woke up bloody starving i even thought about going to get some food
but told myself to get a grip
My morning was a total utter waste
I couldnt find templates for things
i couldnt get to grips with other bits and pieces
so in the end it soon came round to needing to pick adam up
he told me yesterday he'd be finished at 12:30-12:45
he txted at 12:00 saying he'd finished
well it'd take me 15mins to get there as i wasnt prepared for his earlyness!
he said he'd catch the bus
I told him id meet him off the bus stop
so he txt later saying he was 10mins away
I quickly left the house leaving my house keys and phone behind - not wanting to be late i just went basically
but through one reason or another we missed one another and couldnt communicate
he'd ended up walking to my house and then walked back and found me
safe to say he wasnt impressed and he had every right to be mad but he didnt have ago with me but i could tell it had annoyed him
he was a lil off with me in the sense that he didnt have much patience today
so i felt a lil down hearted with him today but it was my fault
if i had taken my phone none of it would have happened
his back was also hurting him and pain makes you not yourself
I haven't done much else apart from finish vampire diaries series 1! wooo!
and I sorted my hair bows out ready for sewing
a lady from the mental health team rang me to book in my appt which is a 30mins phone call but the earliest they had was 8th June - for a phone call! they must be so busy
i hope i dont crack before then
tomorrow i have school
i know it will be an easy enough day but im just so tired i cant be bothered to go
i will of course just could be doing without it really
here is a top and skirt i got for £9 i love it as its such an easy fabric to wear and iron not like typical cosplay material cant believe i got a top and skirt for just nine quid. the down side is which i soon learned is that i cant get my head through the gap so i need to unstitch a bit and put a press stud in.
no big deal really
