Yeah I just haven't been doing my diary entries have I XD
well basically I have still been sleeping
even thursday night which is usually a total curse to me
I actually needed my alarm clock friday morning 0.0
i honestly cant remember the last time i had need of my alarm clock
usually im awake before the bugger has time to chime XD
I got up and showered at 6:30am for work
i felt sick before work i truly did -_____-
work was alright tho
i was none stop busy in the morning
one of my jobs was freezing 52 pig and lamb hearts
a lot of the teachers walked through and were cringing and glad they didnt have to deal with them
im fine with it, doesnt bother me in the slightest
maybe im just abnormal like that
i joked around with alan and got him to add me on facebook so i dont lose contact with him
lunch time came and i had really force the porridge down me
i did it
but got stomach ache
after lunch i had to work out chemicals like translate what NaHO meant and i got it right! i had work out how to dilute 1M acid to 0.4M and i asked Jack how to do it but he gave me a look that kinda said "come on jo you should know by now"
i took a stab at it and got it right
my god sleep does amazing stuff
i obviously know stuff but too slept deprived to actually use my brain
and yeah i got through the day i didnt stop
i came home and rested a bit i was shattered to be honest
then once i picked up i started up cushion making and didnt stop til 9:30pm!!
they were looking so good i just wanted to see them finished
so here we have
Skyrim Imperial Symbol (Jack's) and Mortal Kombat 2 (Theo's)
Pokemon (Jack's) and Marvel (Theo's)
i went to bed and slept
saturday
originally i wasnt seeing jack but because he was still home alone
i took pity on him and decided to go see him
i didnt see him til the afternoon tho
i had a slow morning of doing practically nothing
no sewing i couldnt face it after doing it til late the previous night
we went and did his shopping and got other bits
mainly for work if im honest
then we went to his and i cant remember what we did
but i decided to spend the night so he popped home with me to collect my stuff
we saw Oz who was all over him like a rash >.>
got back to jack's and had dinner he made egg fried rice with veg
then we went to bed at 11:30pm trying to keep with my bed time
my head had been a total mess for the last 3 days
hearing noises and everything and Eko was pent up like a tiger in a cage
so it came as no shock to me when i changed
i dont even remember going
but her and jack had tea together...at like midnight he was making tea and having it with her of course none of us know how she takes her tea so he was experimenting with her letting her try it different ways. Turns out she likes her black with 1 and a half sugars
the thought makes me cringe, black tea
i have mine very milky and half sugar
quite different
very weird
he said it was surreal sitting there having tea with her
i think next hes introducing her to biscuits
having split personality is very strange
but im oddly getting used to it
as long as jack is ok im becoming accepting of the situation
he still finds it very weird at times and finds her very creepy
says we have different voices and different smiles
he says mine is cheeky like im gonna get up to something and hers is downright creepy
today!
i woke up later than jack at 8am
i had to get up tho so i left him in bed for another hour
he said he felt bad but i reassured him my friends are all used to me getting up before them
they know im in pain i have to move and take medication
so i left him, went upstairs and danced, did some doodling and listened to my ipod
then i went to wake him XD
we got ready and ate waffles for breakfast *0*
i drove us to country park 30mins away
went for a walk in the woods which he enjoyed
we ate ice cream it was soooo damn good that was lunch i guess XD
then we left and i went somewhere to an old tea room and we had tea i had lady earl grey, jack tried something random but my god it was good!!! It was Lapsang Souchong tea. It was like smokey and he wrote it down to buy some at some point
we left there and went to his
when we got there i literally fell asleep on the sofa
dont know if it was fresh air, walking, hay fever, driving but i just went
i was so annoyed at myself but jack said i obviously needed it
i was like "why didnt you wake me!?"
he said "you looked so cute" -__________-
i left his and came home at 6pm
ive since had some food and hate myself for eating
sick of hating myself for eating as of late
just dont enjoy eating or want to eat but i do cus i have to
i came on my laptop and i ordered some lapsang tea and a hair clip
and now gonna sit with Oz and hope i sleep today even tho i fell asleep earlier
tomorrow im dancing in the morning
and then I have work
im going in half hour early and leaving half hour early because I have hypnotherapy at 4:30pm and it doesnt leave me a lot of time to get there if i finish work at 4pm so jack said it was fine to finish at 3:30pm then im not having hypnotherapy in my uniform
think shes gonna work on my pain
