Evening
I slept ok, got up for one wee and slept ok after that
Did not wanna go school tho :/ Felt anxious like I was gonna sit an exam T^T
School was damn hard. The tight sods hadnt put the heating on!!! Its so cold and damp. It had rained a lot today, the building has been shut up for 2 weeks. it was 15c today and whilst that sounds ok, it does get hard work trying to retain heat after a bit so of course despite my layers I did get cold and I ached. I didnt wear loads of layers to work in thinking the heating would be on but no, so I have been in jack's coat like all day and my cardigan with that! and a sleeveless jumper! thermal tights!
I had to go to the shops too which I wasnt happy about as theres never a thank you and I am short on energy. My day just sucked and felt long really
We got home and let Oz out for a wee then brought him in whilst we cooked and ate dinner, spoiled bun. I did 20mins of exercise after dinner then had a shower.
Ive struggled mentally today with feeling crap about my abilities, self harm thoughts, hearing tunes that arent there...Jo is mental. But probably a bit stressed is all
Sourced some fleece lined trousers of Jack's, so theyre long but theyre warm. Ill go armed with these tomorrow!
dont wanna go
getting in bed for 9pm >.>
