Im so very tired
even after taking sleeping tablets, having relaxing oils
i still didnt sleep i think i got about 3 hours
but when i did fall asleep i had a good dream :)
I dreamed that i was celebrating my 19th birthday with my friends
and i had a halloween party (my dream to have one some day)
as i cant remember my 19th birthday it was a good dream :D
then my other dreams consisted of being in pain
jeez even in my sleep i cant escape pain
When mum woke me this morning i just wanted
to be put to sleep - gased out for a few days
but knowing i wouldnt be that lucky i got up
and had breakfast with the guineas who had to come inside this
morning as it was raining
Mum went to go out to work to find her car wouldnt start
so i gave her my car
but i was seeing lynn at 10:30am so my brother had to take me
so typical the way it worked out
so i sat with lynn and had a brew in a cafe
then i went round a few shops with her
she's shaved her hair off for charity it was a bit of a shock
another shock was that she had made me a quilt!!!
I was so surprised and its lovely i will treasure it :D
I left her at 12 and went and got a few bits from other stores
by myself, i didnt want to drag her round
then my brother came to pick me up
his music blasting from down the road XD
i got home and had lunch and tried to go to sleep
but i still couldnt sleep
i feel like someone has taken the ability to sleep from me
if i dont sleep tonight that will be the 4th night in a row
i took mum food shopping in my car
then when i got home i sorted out a few bits and pieces
went to yoga which was nakering honestly i was
dead on my feet, shaking and everything
i needed food and sleep
here are my cute bows i made from scratch and used that
brown 3D paint - id use it again for sure :D
