Evening
i got up twice for wee, whats up with that, well unfair
but i slept i guess, i woke up tired
i got school ok
and i actually had a good day
i coped really well today, oddly
I had the strength to put up my mental walls again. theyre not 100% but theyre there
i told jack i didnt want to do certain member of staffs lesson as i was not going to her ruin my day.
so jack took that weight from me.
i got all my jobs done, didnt cry, didnt break down, was able to think much more clearer. So yeah a lot better day on the whole. actually kinda enjoyed my day
i had had enough of the day but i was grateful of being better mentally
I hope I have another good day
we got home and had fruit loaf and tea then went for a nice walk then had dinner which I had put on this morning an totally winged but it was really good
had a bath then a 50min phone call with my brother and now its 9:30pm and I wanted to be in bed by now but didnt want to cut my brother off. I hope I sleep tho
I hope for another good day tomorrow
havent got anything too hard tomorrow anyway
