Evening~~
I managed again 3 out of 4 exercise videos, bathed and then watched Inuyasha with Jack. Seems to be working for me. It was kinda nice yesterday as he kept me company whilst I exercised as he played on his switch and we talked, I talked when I could kinda thing XD
I slept well too :)
School was busy.....my god busy
I managed to talk to the nurse and get a badge to say I dont need to wear a mask. I can actually breathe whilst dashing to class! Its amazing!
I got a lot of work done but was running a bit low on energy before lunch.
After lunch Jack and I went to go fetch hearts.
Hearts I had sourced myself - something Jack usually does for me. However I thought I would take the load off him and do it. I had chosen a butcher I knew where it was and that I could get parked outside.
I had had to chase the hearts up twice this week. But today they had arrived!
We went to get them and I could not believe my eyes. The size....they are huge!
Like the size of a football. Not even joking
thats because all they had been able to source was Ox hearts......dear god
we usually have pig or lamb and lamb hearts are tiny these are just unreal.
Putting them in the car, the guy helped us luckily as each tray weighed almost 30kg.
I waited in the car for jack he came back and looked shocked I said "you ok?"
he said "that cost £240"....my heart sank. I had found hearts but they had literally come with a price. We unusually pay 50p a heart and we got 27 hearts for £240...I felt sick. Jack didnt look happy. Even more unhappy as he couldnt remember his pin for his school bank card (its been so long since he's had to sue it!) so had to pay with his own money which he has got to claim back.
I felt so responsible for what had happened and I wondered if jack was gonna be off with me
We pulled up at school and jack fetched a trolley and i helped take them to the prep room we had literally 3mins to get to the prep room before the kids come out of school!
So i was out of breath and felt a bit panicky by the whole thing and started to shake and jack told me sit and he made me a tea and made sure I was ok, he gave me an inhaler which to my surprise actually does work when you cant breathe! i was shocked at how good they were I should have got checked out ages ago! i sat there shaky and shed a few tears. I think it was tiredness, shock and anxiety.
Luckily that was all at 3pm so didnt have long, the science teachers were going mad by the size of these hearts, they had never seen Ox before. so they are excited. Jack chilled out and said all was well and not to worry. Problem was that they were too big for the fridge so we have left them with ice round them on a trolley as they will be used at 11am.
I said to jack I didnt feel well so he let us leave 5mins early and drove us home
I text mum to say I wasnt coming in I just wanted to get home, so she had Oz ready for me to scoop up
He came in our living room whilst I had a snack and a drink and pain killers, all trying to revive myself. I got there in the end. Made banana biscuits, made dinner which was pizza for jack and left overs for me - so dead easy.
Now I am gonna have Oz out and ring mum :)
tomorrow is school
Julia should be back!!
