Evening
I was so done last night
Jack didnt get home til 10:15pm
He needed to shower, so as soon as he came home I sent him to shower, baring in mind everyone was thinking of going to bed and he had the shower on. I was stressed with everything, I was at my limit and had enough. He came out the shower and joined me in bed but was very fidgety due to him doing a physical and mental activity of hanging wallpaper half hour previous, so he was fidgeting, my dad was snoring, my brother was playing his ipad in his room.
my limit was met
i grabbed my stuff and took it downstairs.
left it on the sofa and went for a wee, i came out the toilet and found jack in the living room
i was like "what you doing here?"
jack "i came to see if you were ok"
"yes I am fine I just need to be alone, im sleeping on the sofa"
"thats not fair on you tho, you will ache, I will sleep on the sofa"
"no jack just go away I am sleeping here"
and he left. I felt a bit awful but I just needed to be alone, i was in the quiet and had more space on the sofa than on my bed with jack
I woke up to the sound of the printer my dad turned on at 6:50am --_______--
I went to see mum at 7am and told her i slept downstairs and I did sleep but had a stiff back
I went to see jack and he wondered if i was cross at him, i wasnt and gave him cuddles. we got up and had breakfast
signed into the online meeting in our pyjamas and when that had finished we went to the bank so i could transfer jack money. then we went to pick up yet more paint. came back to the bungalow to find chris had just pulled up to have a look round the house and gave his opinion on stuff which was nice of him. and as luck would have it our bed was delievered whilst chris was there so he was able to help jack shove it into the spare room until we are ready for it
I took jack home and we had some lunch, i took him back over to the bungalow with the microwave as i thought i could take some stuff over slowly. stuff that wont get in the way whilst decorating and cleaning kinda thing. his mum came over and helped him lay more wallpaper and he came home at 6pm for dinner, then went over with dad to do some odd jobs then home again for the evening
his mum is coming over again at 6;30pm tomorrow to help with wallpaper so it will be another late night no doubt which i am not happy about due to having school in the morning but i cant turn the help away. just gotta get through it.
i have just slept and took it easy today, and done some display work really
tomorrow is school
i hope i sleep and i can get through a boring day at school ><
