Evening~
I got about 5 hours sleep
got up in the night cus god i ached
this morning I rang up pain clinic
ive been put on a waiting list for an appointment
could take some time...great
i did some dancing and went for a shower
went to shops with mum
went chemist for drugs XD
came home got ready to go out
had lunch went out
got to jack's and i brought with me strawberries and chocolate
and the sweets i brought for him
we started walking to the board game cafe and he said
"i have board games at home cant we play those and eat strawberries?"
so yeah i gave in we turned round
we played draughts which i lost at surprise surprise
then we ate strawberries
we got through a whole box and a whole bar of white chocolate
it sent me up the wall
literally had a sugar rush
and he saw it...he couldnt stop laughing he thought it was great
i felt sick at first then the sugar rush hit, couldnt keep still
i had full circulation in my body and could even feel my heart beat
both of which never happen with me im like a corpse
eventually it wore down
and i kept warm in his bed but i did smell of him afterwards
left his and came in, ate then rushed straight out again
was only home half hour
went to tara's
sat and talked with her and laughed with her
listening to her confess im her best friend and that when she gets married she'd like me as a bridesmaid *0* but thats if she has a UK wedding as shes tempted to get it done abroad but we shall see. James has a long blow torch outside and i said "i want a go" he was burning weeds
he didnt let me have ago. strange hes let me have a go with an axe and sledge hammer but has drawn the line at fire XD
i left and came home and showered as i felt dirty after being out and on the go all day
so its 9pm and ive come on my laptop for my diary
now im gonna sit with Oz wind down and do my nails
not sure what tomorrow will bring
im so damn tired
i have no idea how i keep going all day and give everyone my best energy
