Evening
Last night was not good. Not only did Jack literally boot me out my bath, but I ended up not being able to stay up playing pokemon. Basically Jack urgently needed the toilet. So I was forced to get out early but better that than an accident! He spent a long time in there dying bless him.
we went to play pokemon in bed, I had been looking forward to this time with my Jack but I couldnt keep my eyes open! I actually fell asleep before 10pm. I woke up at 11:30pm to Jack getting back into bed. I said "who dares disturb Jo's slumber" He said "I am so sorry, I didnt think I would wake you. I had bad upset stomach again" so this got my attention. I asked him if he would be ok going school tomorrow, he said he would not be going if his stomach was like this, which is fair.
then I asked "if you dont go, can I still work from home?"
he said "it wouldnt be ideal to be honest"
well that was it in, anxiety into overdrive. Dead worried about having to go into work without my Jack.
He fell asleep, I did not.
I was up
in pain and stressed (I got such a telling off this morning for not waking him up so he could comfort me)
by 3am I realised he hadnt been up to the toilet so I figured he was probably ok to go school. I decided to do my work! I was fed up of wasting the night away. It was very clear to me I wouldnt be sleeping so I decided to do something productive. I sat doing my work til I had to wake Jack up at 6am
When he was awake I asked him "did you sleep ok?" he said "woke up a few times"
I said "and all those times you didnt realise I wasnt beside you?"
he said "why, where have you been?"
told him I hadnt been to bed since he got into bed from the toilet, that I was worried about school. Thats when Jo got a scolding.
I got Oz inside. There was a frost!! first frost >< bless him. He wasnt too bad and gave me plenty of licks. I had already had my breakfast several times through the night but I stayed up with Jack
when he left for work I went to bed thinking id sleep through til midday
no
course not
I was aching even then! how unfair is that!? only got another hour >.>
I felt drained of life when I got up
made some phone calls to get appointments booked
I did 30mins of yoga to try feel better but nope
I had lunch with mum, went to bed for another hour but still woke up aching like mad
I had a cup of tea with my loaf
then I have been in the kitchen making biscuits and dinner for tonight and Jack's lunch. Such a good house wife
I was late doing kitchen stuff as I had to die on the toilet really bad. Wasnt good. Thought I was gonna need a plumber XD
Dinner was good, just hope I get something out of it, please stomach digest food!
Not sure what I will do tonight. I wanted to do more of the wardrobe but we shall see. I am quite dead to be honest and i have a few days to do it yet
I look forward to playing pokemon in bed with Jack later ^^
tomorrow
school, got a shed load of practicals to go back to from the sounds of it T^T please god I need sleep!
