My first words this morning were
"bloody karen"
god i hurt!!! shes mental that teacher!
It luckily didn't take me til the AM hours to fall asleep
adam had given me his shirt to sleep with too :)
made me want him tho cus it really had his scent strongly on it
and it aint no substitute damn it XD
I woke up at 7:45am
I got ready to go to the city centre with mummy
think we were out the house for 9:30
we did well actually
We mooched round the city and didnt go in loads of shops
but we managed to get a load of stuff from Debenams
honestly like brought 3 bags full
they had sales on and everything we brought was in the sales
its great when things are reduced to like £5 and they last from debenams as well
so I got 2 t-shirts, a t-shirt dress and a skirt :)
mum got a fair bit and she was pleased with her findings
cus we spent so much there the lady at the check out gave us a 20% off
voucher at the restaurant there so we decided to go there for lunch
i had soup mum had salad and we shared a cake
then we went home really
we were back home for 1pm
so wasnt too bad really
I put clothes away and tidied up other stuff
then i went to make another patchwork square and i got another one done, quicker this time so now i have 2 squares using both background colours and i like how well they go together
Theyre so neat too! I'm glad I havent lost my neatness, I do have qualifications in patchwork afterall and i was one of the neatest in class ^^ glad i can still do it~
think I probably have between 20 and 30 to do in total + a border
so theres a lot of work to do~
after that i went on my laptop but not long as lets face it, its boring!
so I decided at 5pm I would do some dancing in this stupidly humid weather
danced for 20 mins as it was enough and i was dripping
then I showered and did some cross stitching
Ed had texted me yesterday asking if id like to meet up during his summer vacation which is this month, I told him id love to see him and he asked he could sleep over as he used to sleep over but i dont want him to, i cant be dealing with that right now and also I have adam now and it doesnt feel appropriate, even tho we wouldnt be sharing a bed or anything just the whole thing doesnt sit well with me so i told him it would be a day trip
we'll see anyway, may not happen yet
hopefully seeing tara next week on 7th
maybe a games night with mia rob and adam on 11th
and ed on 15th
so i may have a few nice things to look forward to
tomorrow i've got park run in 18c heat which isnt too bad but bad enough
going with mum to the usual one, just get it done
i feel i have more energy and i dont ache as much but i can tell im not
totally alone in my head again
things have woken up ive found it quite hard to stop myself from being snappy and having a temper on me today but i cant bare to announce that im no longer alone
not ready to admit it yet
wish i knew others with split personality
