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So today is the last day of my October half term T^T
Last night, I was by myself. I sat and painted my nails, watched the first 3 episodes of overlord again, played on my switch in bed til 10pm. Yeah I had a good time by myself actually XD Jack said he came to bed around midnight but didnt sleep well as he couldnt breathe, hes full of cold :(
I got up at 8:30am which was actually 7:30am. But Oz doesnt understand and so had thrown his dish. He doesnt do waiting XD I let Jack sleep in. When I woke up I was straight in that bathroom, a repeat of yesterday morning!
I had a good breakfast~ I made myself a hot chocolate on the stove by warming almond milk, dark chocolate drops and coconut sugar. It was actually pretty good, heck I've had worse from cafes! I drank it along side banana cake~ what a breakfast ^^
I did 50mins of yoga as my legs really really hurt today so I thought this might help them, I thought wrong
I then sat cooking Jack's lunch meat, chicken for 2 meals for us and then Jack helped me with my soup
we had lunch then Jack fell asleep, Oz fell asleep. So I had no choice but to be quiet!
I sat making an account on Transcribeme, reading the everything about the damn sit -____- took me AGES cus I wanna take the 2-3 hour exam and hopefully pass the damn thing (english not being my strong suit) and then transcribe some videos! see if I can earn a bit more money but when I chose. Cus it would be nice to earn more money now that im part time. But theres no way I could work 2 jobs with my health being what it is. So for the last 3 weeks I have been researching these kinda remote jobs that you can do as and when you want. I have told NO ONE. In case it doesnt work out!
I had a cup of tea outside with my loaf, he likes attention outside
we did the dinner which was salad, thats as most as I am willing to say on topic T^T
then I had awful tummy ache
every damn food I have eaten today be it snack or meal, I have ended up in that bathroom. My stomach is not happy. Why? Im on that damn diet what more does it want!? Right now my stomach is massive, skin stretched, painful, I feel sick and look about 5months pregnant. But nothing comes of it. I just have sit and deal with the pain. Its horrible. I feel sick and dreading taking my last lot of pain killers...I have put it down to nerves about school tomorrow. I am the same everytime after a holiday. My stomach has a nervous disposition I know it does. It's more bothered about school than I am! I have been keeping myself busy all day but my stomach has been hyperfocused on school all day.
I had a good pamper in the bath to burn those aches. My skin came out matching my hair - red
gonna watch anime and go bed
tomorrow is school T^T no fair. Next holiday is christmas holidays too. my worst holiday ugh. Dont wanna go tomorrow! Its also Halloween tomorrow! so I will be wearing a cute outfit~
but been the best holiday this year, we actually went out!!! and of course our engagement
I just hope Jack is well enough to go school tomorrow so we can tell people together. I wont tell people without him.
