Yesterday evening I was over at Adam''s house
we went to have a brew and the mug his mum brought me
the one with a rabbit on it, was missing
adam said "that will be my dad"
wow how immature is his dad, like seriously?
i wasnt going out with him but he acts like i broke up with him not adam
jesus
we had a brew then started watching The Avengers
how friggin long is that film!?
and i hated it
reminded me strongly why i dont watch films
yeah wasnt my scene
we ordered pizza and he offered to have them delivered or go walk for them
i said "i definitely need to walk for them"
god it was hard sitting there
not only aching
but with adam
he cuddled me, he kissed my head and just general closeness
hes not making this easy on himself
i will be harder on him next time i see him as sometimes i feel he treats me
like were still together
and we''re not
i left his house at 9pm
had a lil catch up with Oz and mum
mum seemed alright
dad was stotic as ever
i went to bed but it was gone midnight by time i drifted off
i woke at 4:30am to the sound of my parent's blaring alarm
my god was it loud!
i didnt get up i just laid there and at 5am i went to see mum
dad saw me "oh Jo''s up its like a family outing"
thats all he said to me
i saw mum then she came to me in bed before left to say bye
i heard my brother load up his car and leave with them
at 6am my brother arrived home and i could hear a paper bag rustling
i thought "bet he''s be been for a mcdonalds"
he had XD
he went to bed
i laid there still hadnt been asleep
7am came round and i thought "screw it i aint getting up theres never work anyway"
there was work
thats sods law that is
at 7:20am my phone rang for a school ive been to before
local and just til lunch time
so i had a mad rush getting out the house
i left my brother a note saying id left Oz out and that could he have the girls out
he did luckily
school went fine theyre all nice there
i was in year 5 for the first time
working with 3 special needs kids
great
not what i wanted but i was grateful for work i guess
i got it done
came home at lunch time
my brother had gone out with his bmx crew
i made myself lunch and then i sorted a couple of bits out
then i went for a walk
went to Mia's at 2:30pm
we chatted for a bit really and then at 5:30pm i left
id left Oz outside i needed to check him
mia says she''d like to go running on sunday
we shall see!
i took my art book thats full of the drawings ive been doing for a year now the ones of my dreams/thoughts/images and i only spend up to half hour on
ive never shown anyone them but chose to show her
not even family has seen them
she was amazed at my art work and what id drawn
she asked questions as i told her she could
she couldnt believe i had drawn those things in such little time
i honestly thought they were rubbish! so it was good to know i could draw
but its not the art its the meaning and she said she could understand all what id drawn
strange as i felt they only meant something to me, to me and my other half
she showed me her art shes been working on, shes doing an amazing job
came home and made myself dinner
my parents have got there safely and were by the pool
I''ve had my first day well morning back at work
ive been offered and interview for a teaching assistant job on wednesday
might as well give it a go
gonna do some dancing tonight
my brother came in and went straight back out
eating curry with his mate
if i have time i will do japanese
didnt do any yesterday
tomorrow morning i have park run
all of mums crew just said to me "see you saturday"
dont feel i had a choice in it XD
so i will motivate myself for that im sure
and clean pets out and do any other business i need to do
hopefully art work
the make up i picked up with mum last week
im yet to have a go but smells of cocoa powder!
amazing stuff, kept meaning to upload a picture
