Evening~~
Could I sleep last night? when I actually needed sleep T^T I was awake til 12:30 with my thoughts going through loads of random crap >.> I got up for pain killers and stayed up til 1am
I came to bed and did sleep but had a dream I started a new course but was struggling to do it because of my dyslexia and was upset
I woke up at 6:15am to the sound of my alarm. Ugh an actual alarm >.> did not want to get up today. The only saving grace was wearing non-uniform
We got up and got the dinner on for this evening and got ready for school
when Jack got Oz up at 6:15am he said Oz had a right face on him like "what ungodly hour is this!?" he only gave Jack one lick whereas he usually get loads XD even Oz wasnt feeling it
we dropped him off for bunny daycare
We went to work really not wanting to. Who wants to go back
I spent two hours in the morning talking the art technician as he art teacher was off with covid, and she didnt know what to do as she didnt feel she wanted to sit with all the teachers in the hall and catch covid, I told her I never go in and was waiting for occupational health to call me - who never did....
So I was tired from talking, it was free tea time so I got my tea and hurried to drink it as it was so noisy with all the staff there. I went to escape to Chris's room. He was working by himself and rather stressed but i am always welcomed there. Chris's office is a safe place. No science teachers tend to go down to his office for starters! I was sat there talking to him when a guy came in and gave me a good look then asked Chris if he was ok. Chris said he was and when the guy left he gave me a really pointed look I kinda thought "whats his problem?" and noticed he had a different school badge to mine and I thought "someone from another school, if cant be bothered to introduce himself I aint gonna bother introducing myself" and chris sighed when he went and was like "im gonna get a message in a minute" I said "how come?" he said "oh that was head of IT for the trust of schools, like my head head boss. Hes gonna be wondering why youre in my office, and at my desk no less" woops XD how was I to know!?
I worked til lunch then ate my lunch up in the office by myself as Jack and Julia were having school lunch which was on plates so they couldnt come up stairs but to be honest I was glad of the quiet as all day I had talked......so much socialising.....not used to it!
After lunch we had a department meeting and said to Jack I was running out of energy and thinking power and I needed organising so we did my to do list and he wrote on thursday "go to lesson" XD yes my first biology lesson is thursday! I did some more jobs and helped Jack then did computer work as I was knackered. It was just one thing after another. Like as soon as you go to do one of your jobs about 3 people come in talking to you or just wanting things cus your a technician!!!!!!!!! god my head was spinning. I couldnt want to finish.
Mum came to drop Oz over and stayed for a cup of tea and I had fruit loaf too as I needed treat~
I did dinner which wasnt hard as we put the pulled pork on this morning. After dinner we prepped from tomorrow's dinner as its a curry to put on in the morning
Now I am doing my diary and gonna do some exercise then have a bath or shower. Jack is just having a quick game with the guys. I hope it helps him unwind a bit
we will sit with Oz and watch anime
school tomorrow
please god let me sleep
but as first days go it wasnt too bad. Its just a lot sometimes
