Evening
I got to bed later than I wanted to but it was because I had been outside with Oz and then died on the toilet. I think it's milk whats doing me as I was doing so well until I started having 1 cup of normal tea with milk during the day. I slept really well but dreamed I was in psychiatric unit...
This morning, non-uniform was so much nicer to get into. I wore a cute outfit, complemented with bunny elements for easter. I went to bring Oz in as I hadnt seen him in the garden. I found him in a ball next to the garage door which isnt like him first thing in the morning. I put him down on the lounge floor and he flopped straight away, laying down, panting. My heart sank to me feet. My boy was not right. He got up and flopped down a foot away in his hay basket like he didnt want to be touched. My poor lad...
So I rang my mum, she had only been awake for 5mins but I didnt know what to do in terms of bringing him over and such as I didnt want to stress him out further. My dad picked up the phone and said mum was in the toilet. So I asked him to pass the message on. He told me to bring Oz over anyway as no one would be home to keep an eye on him. Mum rang me 5mins later I filled her in and she said that seeing as she was over at my neighbours this morning she would check on him after she finished at 11am.
So I put him home and gave him carrot and 3 pea flakes and told mum I had done so.
i got to school feeling rather stressed out as I dont cope well with poorly pets nevermind leaving them. people kept coming to me wanting things and I was struggling to cope with it all to be honest. I kept checking my phone and 11am wouldnt come soon enough. However at 9:10am mum sent me a video of Oz! he was looking happy in his cage wanting to come out and play. he took a treat off mum and ate it. She said his treats and carrot had gone. My god I felt so much better knowing all this. Just knowing he wasnt laying in pain panting and he had eaten was such a weight of my mind and heart.
She checked him again at 11am then later she went to collect him. She said it didnt feel right not having him over. But it was a good job she collected him as she said our neighbour next door was having some of his drive dug up! so the noise would have been awful for Oz in the garage - next to their drive. She sent me a photo of Oz in her garden. Jo was happy again
throughout the day I had comments about my outfit ^^ we got given some chocolates not that I could eat them of course and I went without a cup of tea as I am gonna give milk a miss for a few days >.>
school on the whole I struggled with tiredness and yeah just busy, normally last days are quiet but not today it would seem!
after school we went over to mum's and mum and jack had a brew I sat with Oz. He was happy boy
we took him home. I told mum how grateful I was for her today!! I had my own tea when i got home. mum rang me to say that her neighbour's kitchen was on fire! 2 fire engines and such. drama or what. how awful tho. luckily they are getting a new kitchen this year due to a house extension but that is just awful.
I did dinner and then I went to bed for almost an hour, I was just squinting all the time due to being so god damn tired! Jack woke me and I got up to bring Oz inside, he laid out on the floor chilled out :)
I am now gonna do my exercises, I am much later than I like but its because I slept. I want to have ago doing a new exercise program by chloe ting, probably will kill me off so we shall see.
tomorrow
we are gonna get up and go food shopping straight away
I have post office to go to as well as I missed a parcel, also then I want to pop to a local town and pick up some stuff. Then if I have the energy I will ether cook soup for the week or paint the ceiling in the craft room. See how the day takes me
eternally grateful for Oz being ok tho
