Evening
So yesterday I completed my 3 day course of antibiotics
I went to bed shattered. I woke up at 2am being woke up by some sort of noise outside. So I got up and had look round the house and looked through the windows, the outdoor lights weren't triggered. So im guessing it was just a cat on the fence or roof. There was nothing anyway. Jack never even stirred...
I woke up at 5am then and didnt really fall back to sleep. I was shattered this morning and almost fell back to sleep which isnt like me on a school day.
We got up and I didnt feel too bad but had anxiety
At school I had plenty to do, Jack went off to his first aid course
I had other issues, it was still hurting me to wee, and it still felt like I needed to go for a wee. So I rang the doctors and told the receptionist whats what. They got in contact with the nurse and then they rang me back relaying the nurse's message.
I need to do another friggin' urine sample. I am annoyed. I was improving on antibiotics why couldnt they give me a few more days instead of a measly 6 tablets!!! My mum kindly picked up another sample bottle for me but i knew I wouldnt be home in time to do a urine sample to get back to the doctors for midday collection. So thats another day of suffering. I need to do a sample in the morning for mum to take to doctors for it to be sent off and properly tested. It hurts to wee, I have a banging headache, it feels like I need to wee and now its starting to feel tender down there. Like the gusset of my joggers - which never bothers me - feels like its rubbing down there. The whole experience is not pleasant. I just want this gone!!!
I got home exhausted, ate lunch with mum and Oz and went bed. Felt no better for an hours sleep, I got up and just sat on my laptop and then did some painting. Basically didnt do a lot I was done in. I got the dinner on so it would be ready for Jack
I have got to first aid training tomorrow 9am - 2:30pm its a long day of concentrating and sitting there. I will be dead. I am not even that bothered about doing the damn training. I dont think I am gonna do it as I am not up to it, its gonna stress me out, I have a headache, very conscious about making 100 toilet visits. So i told Jack Im not gonna do it. I will come home at my usual time. If anyone asks why I am not doing it I will say I have a doctors appointment
I ended up having that bloody house bun in for 6 hours so he was in for 7 hours today >.> its spring!! He should be outside!! I put him outside for 15mins tonight until I got fed up of going out to him constantly telling him off for eating plants that are trying to survive....I ran out of energy for that. Speaking of which i know I can no exercise tonight. I am done. Something is up with me. Im not usually this poorly.
tomorrow
school and might see mum after school for my lunch.
kinda relieved I havent got to sit through that course tomorrow. It was stressing me out.
I just want to be better. My poor mum having to take my urine sample again tho.
