So yesterday
I got up and cleaned Ozwald out
did half hour of yoga
made some biscuits (totally winged the recipe)
took mum to her appointment
all before 11am ;)
i had my physio exercises to do >.>
then i showered and got ready to see jack
jack who had been out drinking 7% cider in a pub til 1am....
so he didnt even wake til 1pm
he said he was gonna put the soup on in the slow cooker at 12pm
but i said to him on friday "you wont even be ready for 3pm"
he seemed to think otherwise
but turned out i was right
he went out for food with his friends and said at 3:15 i could come over -___-
at 3:40pm he was still cutting veg up to go in the slow cooker
i knew looking at it that it wouldnt be ready for dinner
but i thought 'dont say anything let him learn'
so before i even went over he had been tesco for the vegetables
when i got there he said he needed to go again for something
so i went with him
we came back and starting planning our japan journey
i could feel my stomach chewing on its self so i said i needed food
it was 6:40pm
he went to check the soup
it was not cooked, which i knew it wouldnt be
he said we needed to go get something else for dinner
he said he'd go himself but i came with him even tho i wasnt feeling good
i said to him "this is why i cant rely on you, i can rely on you at work because thats you doing your job but outside of things i cant rely on you as things dont happen or happen right"
i could tell my words hit home
he said he was gonna try harder
i could tell and feel he was kinda upset with himself
so we went for the 2nd time or in jack's case, 3rd time, to tesco
picked up a soup which was bland as
but it was safe for me
i was so tired and went to bed
i slept pretty well to say i was at jack's
i woke up once as my knee cap had popped a bit and the pain....
i could have screamed
so i had to very carefully move it and make sure it was comfy
its his crap bed it doesnt support me
it popped back in fully when i walked up the stairs in the morning
we had breakfast and i grabbed a shower
then we went for a walk
then we went tesco
i kid you not tesco again
because he realised he didnt have any cereal
and i said "this is again the whole thing of me being able to rely on you, whats wrong with doing a quick check of what you have in before you go to the shops. sometimes im gonna be sick jack and not able to organise you and pick up the pieces"
he said he'd try better and that hes lucky to have me
honestly
we got back to flat and i knew i had to leave at i had food to make for the rest of the week
joys of this diet
i asked him what he was gonna do today
he said "play pokemon"
i said "you could look for driving schools instead of spending the whole day on pokemon, you waste a lot of life on games"
he said "this is true and also doable"
but i doubt he has bothered to look at japan or driving
i got home and put the soup on to make
made some more biscuits just from the top of my head
then i sat with Ozwald and mum
sorted my wardrobe out and kicked a lot for charity
sorted out stuff for work tomorrow
had dinner
then my brother was helping me sort my photoshop out
and thats it
that was my weekend
id like to do ether drawing or dancing tonight
and my nails
not done my nails this year!
here is vulpix
a plush my cousin gave to me this christmas
she apparently had a tacky flower on her forehead and my cousin ripped it off, creating a rather large hole. my cousin tried to patch it up with fabric but said she couldnt do it
and would i repair it and put a blue lolita bow on her forehead
so here is before the box, i didnt take a picture of the hole
and here is after
think i did a decent job it was not easy as there wasnt much fabric to work with
but i liked the challenge
school tomorrow -___-
anxious
quite anxious actually
think im worrying about getting through the day
