Hoi~~
I didn't do my diary yesterday as I kinda ran outta time
and also didnt really want to do it!
I was left home alone yesterday which mum worried about
as she says it doesnt do me any good to be left alone
shes right I guess
But I got on with some painting and other bits and pieces
During the afternoon I hitched a lift from her and ran home
I ran through a local park on a bad hay fever day
running through the field home they were cutting the grass weren't they
course they were
safe to say i pegged it through there
my lungs and throat ached after my run for the rest of the day
it was that feeling when youve ran in the cold and its a burny ache
its just hay fever
My evening I went over to adams and we went out for a meal
at the pub were his parents met and me and adam re-met
we had a starter but luckily me and adam had a shared starter so i let him eat
the majority of it cus i still had my actual meal to go yet
the starter was different chickens
my main i picked potato fish pie
it was good
my behaviour last night...
it was like i was high
honestly what was i on!?
i was making the 3 of them laugh. a lot
not sure if they were laughing at my antics or just at me XD
we had all sorts of conversations and i was sharp and on it
yeah lots of laughs.
im pretty sure his parents must think im crazy they must do
We went back to his house were my behaviour didnt improve
my guess is its because i was alone all day and i had a lot 'play' time to make up XD
I came home later on and i fell asleep quickly as i hadnt slept very well
this morning i was woken at 5am with snot down my face
hay fever is delightful
it woke me regularly cus i couldnt breathe
until at 7:30 i thought "sod this" and got up
my eyes i was squinting they stunk, my face actually stunk and thats just skin
my hay fever was on fire
i was having drops in my eyes, blowing my nose constantly i was dunking my face in cold water, anything to help budge this hay fever fit
it was on TV that hay fever is gonna be high today and over the weekend
they were right
So i did some painting this morning
and im actually on the last stretch
just got to outline the big yellow cloud and its done
so it will be finished over this weekend!
After lunch i went over to Mia's house
we talked and I almost very nearly told her about whats up with me
but i clammed up
i decided i didnt want her treating me different and if i get on medication then hopefully i might have full control of it all and she wont need to know
we booked manchester anyway
she paid for hotel i did train tickets and convention tickets
and me being and idiot spelt my email address wrong which means no tickets so ive had to email to try and get them sent to the correct email. such an idiot. i wont tell mia tho XD
so thats all sorted now~
I came home as i felt my concentration had wondered and i wasnt really listening anymore
she had stuff to do also
i came home and painted
keep trying to see Oz but his hair makes me itch
im so so so sick of hayfever and this constant humidity
we dont usually get so much humid weather but its been relentless past week!
HATE IT!
Tonight Ive got to do a run i think
my yoga and dance has been on a back burner lately cus i dont feel that into them
im happy banging on my ipod and running
mum is going to do a park run tomorrow one nether of us have done before
and i want to go but mum doesnt think i should go
cus basically adams parents have gone away tonight and i said id pick him up from work
then he says "stop over" and i kinda thought i would seeing as we havent been spending a lot of time together. but i didnt do a park run last week cus of rain and next week im in sheffield
i want to run
but hay fever is suppose to be bad tomorrow and park run is through a park obviously
not only that but we think its gonna be busy due to our usual park run being closed for a festival
so we imagine a lot are gonna go to the next closest which is tomorrows
the paths are narrow so it could be crowded
hay fever and crowds not looking good for me
but i want to run
my original idea was to drop adam off at work which is where the park and ride is for the city centre and to hide out in the city away from hay fever by myself
but i dont really need anything from the shops im simply giving myself some air to breathe
dont know what to do
i really do want to run tho
it means not taking adam to work and getting up early
mum thinks i should stick to my idea of going to the city centre
i got a bit of time to think about what i want to do
just enjoy running
i can see myself going XD
so tonight i get to pick adam up and have a sleep over~
he can deal with me XD
