and it is evening 8:10pm D:
Im not showered or done any dance practice!
what are you playing at Jozu!!?
I have been browsing the internet ><
Last night was my brother's end of year show
it meant a lot to him especially as a printing company
had sponsored him and printed his images out for half the price
we arrived and missed my brother receiving "best in show" certificate
so we looked round and it was busy and loud
but i went in order to support my brother who was buzzing that evening
we decided to come away after we walked round
I hate coming out with my Dad his driving is stressful but he also
gets me on edge im very tense round him
and last night he showed his true colours, i was on the point of wanting to murder him
basically on the way home we decided to look for this place i have a meeting at next week
i wasnt fussed and was quite happy to find it myself
but dad being Mr.bighead decided to show me
that was it then evening ruined
a asian lady was in the middle of the road trying to park her estate car
the was a man in the passenger seat and about 4 kids in the back
she could not drive that was plain to all to see so my dad waited
then another car on the other side of the road was waiting
til this woman finally got out the way (my dad had done a lot racial cursing by this point)
dad drove by pipping his horn in anger and to say "im coming by"
this lady then pipped back.....big mistake....
dad "right im having her"
my mum and me pleading for him not to, but it didnt stop him
my dad - always in the right
all we could do was watch as he stormed over to the vehicle
i felt sick thinking "one of these days he's gonna get beat up"
and when that day comes i dont know weather i'll cry or join in to be honest
so he was arguing with this lady and man, he came back to the car
explaining to us that there was kids in the she had no license and was learning to drive
without any L plates on the car
dad was then ringing the police, for gods sake why!? this was my brother's night
and i just wanted to enjoy it you know?
i knew i should have come in my own car im not going with him again
each time i lose confidence in going in the car with him
the lady then came and opening my dad's car door!
begging for him not to call the police and that " i have license"
the police picked up and dad started speaking and asked the woman to go away
dad over the next few mins was talking to the police
i was in the back of the car wishing to be anywhere but here
he then went and continued to find this place like nothing had happened
i was stressed out my wits
we got home my brother arrived shortly after all happy about his evening
me and mum were so very stressed and peed off at my dad
how he can change and snap into this horrible mean racial man
he snaps he goes from 0 - 100 in a second and its scary
and i have lost count how many times i have been the target of his rage
hes not a nice person, the person i saw last night was his true self
and it disgusts me to my core
i dont ever want to be like him nor do i want to be with someone like him
no not ever, it disgusts me his blood runs through my veins
makes me sick
today i went with mum to a little town and market
i picked up some new shoes for £3 theyre red tartan :3
and i picked up a vest/shorts onesie to take away with me
so dom doesnt have to see my sleeping in my t-shirt & pants =.=
I had to go to the office i was there an hour it took ages
but it was nice to see people and have a laugh with them
even if at some points we were talking about how small my chest is ._.
i dont mind im used to it
painted my nails for last night
