Wednesday, 20 July 2022

we survived, return of the double baggage

 Evening


Did anyone in the UK sleep last night? I have double bags! woo my double under eye bags are back!! It has been such a long time since I slept through the night that my insomnia look is back~ yup I have 2 bags under my eyes, if I look down I can see them!

Anyway last night

It did not cool down, it was 30c with humidity. I would have killed for an AC. It was depressing doing all my skin care and it was HOT. The liquid was hot and this morning the liquid was warm so I have put them in the fridge to reset

so we went to bed but I was very much feeling 'whats the point' Jack some how managed to get off to sleep. How!? I of course didnt. I was moving constantly as I was aching but also the bed felt 1000c were I was laying on it so I kept moving to a new position for 'cooler' bed sheets. 

I heard it begin to rain and within the first 2 minutes I could SMELL the rain. It was beautiful.

I got up, took more pain relief, and sat with the back door open, on the inner porch step and listened to the rain, had warm breeze on my face and looked at art on instagram. shortly, the rain stopped T^T it was very short lived, 30mins most. So I went back to sleep and did manage to get some sleep but it wasnt great

the alarm went off and I about through it out my window. I was so done with life. Jack got up and opened everywhere up. We unfortunately can only have our bedroom windows open at night as we live in a bungalow and so, we dont wanna get robbed if we leave the other windows open as it would be easy I think. so the house gets HOT. I eventually got up. I felt sick, achy and just done. I was gonna just sack the day off and have the day off due to heat exhaustion but its more hassle that its worth so I decided to work from home.

I had a shower as soon as Jack left as I felt GRIM. It did wake me up a bit too. I did feel better for it. I could feel everywhere warming up again. I had Oz in with me whilst I worked from home. I drew this today for work for a  display but didnt finish it til this afternoon as I didnt work solidly for 4 hours this morning. Mum came over for a brew at 11am. She was telling me about how they didnt cope ether yesterday. I told her that Jack got in the car at 4:00pm yesterday and the car said 47c and his sun glasses were melting.

I had lunch and went to bed for an hour. I had felt sickly all morning and generally rough so I thought some sleep would help. I woke up an hour later and was sweaty, it had warmed up >.> I felt like crap, literally no better for some sleep.

I finished the picture for work


I saw Jack briefly, he came home, went toilet, got changed and went back out for the science evening out. It was an escape room and mexican food. so I havent really seen him today I hope hes having a nice time and isnt too late home

I had my dinner, I tried making thai curry differently and it was ok a bit more citrusy that usual

I managed a 30min weight work out which felt like an achievement to do, had my 2nd shower of the day and now I am sat with the face sheet on which has been in the fridge with my skin care. I have made another 'ice cream' to have later as I have earned it as Jack is out for food tonight


I have got a lot done today tho I think to make up for yesterdays long day of hellish nothingness

so I did laundry, made the girls cage up for their stay this weekend, washed up twice (jack wont be in to wash up, made a curry, worked out, made jack's lunch for tomorrow. Just felt much more productive. I might even wrap Jack's present tonight as well if I am in the mood.

I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo grateful it is cooler this evening and may even RAIN tonight


tomorrow 

its school, mum and Jack have both said to me separately that if I still feel rough tomorrow to not go into school but I shall see.