Evening
I didnt sleep well. I had 3 nightmares. I was screaming in my sleep for someone to wake me. Whether I was actually screaming out loud we will never know as Jack sleeps like the dead
Didnt want to go school
felt sick going to school
School I found difficult. I knew this A-level practical was approaching and its a hard one but I had to actually look at it today. Jack looked at it with me. I broke down in tears. Literally cant handle it.
He said he will help me all the way with it tomorrow
I didnt want to talk to anyone today, just didnt want noise or people
couldnt wait for the day to end really.
I wasn't going to see my mum today but she turned up before I could text her XD
I felt better for seeing her. Soon went to bed when she left and forgot to set my alarm so I just slept til late. Jack was late coming home didnt get in til 6pm! Head of science said he would give Jack a lift home and ended up going home without him!!! Poor Jack!
I offered to go get him but the time I would get there and back it would be no different from Jack getting a bus as it was tea time traffic. So I stayed home and made banana biscuits. Got dinner ready for Jack
I did some drawing as well
After dinner I did 15mins of fast dancing then had a bath
we are just in with Oz who is just spoilt bunbun
Mum fetched my doctors note today and they have signed me off sick!!!! I asked for the altered hours note to continue but instead they have signed me off sick!! How annoying. I am gonna take it to school tomorrow and ask if it will be ok otherwise I will have to get another note >.>
Don't wanna go tomorrow again
Here is mummy's canvas