Evening
so yesterday i got about 5 hours sleep
last night 4 hours
just couldnt sleep i was there til 1:30am wanting sleep
then having disturbed sleep
in the end my alarm saved me...
i was having a dream where i was tied to a chair sitting across a table
to a guy who was about to take a shed loads of pills - overdosing
i yelled at him to stop but it was like i wasnt there
just as he was about to start my alarm woke me
thank god
another dream in the night i found a dead body
go me -___-
why do i have such disturbing dreams!?
so i got ready for school
had to actually wear uniform today
uniform sucks although i have quite a different take on mine
i have a japanese school uniform bow round my collar and i belt round my waist
dont like to blend in
and everyone at school like my fashion
got to school and sat out in the sun waiting til the last minute to go in
jack turned up he said "didnt sleep?"
i said "how did you know?"
he said "well you look like death"
i said "good morning to you too"
i got a txt from mum in the morning
saying shes had to take millie to the vets
shes got blood in her wee...
vet thinks its kidney stones possibly or just a urine infection
ether way shes on medication and has to go back in a week's time
poor minnie
i just wanted to come home and cuddle her
apparently she was very well behaved ^^
the day wasnt too bad
i did need help and guidance but that was alright really and i think i know what
im doing for a practical tomorrow
need to make 4 litres of hydrogen peroxide - easy - i think
i went outside during lunch just cus i needed air and to see the sun
at the end of the day i talked to the art teachers, borrowed some supplies and did some art
for the display not for myself XD
im starting the chemistry displays now
i waited a bit for jack but gave up and went home
swear that guy would live there if he could
he didnt even leave early yesterday he left at normal time of 4pm instead of the allowed insec day of 3:05pm, and he was in uniform
he is such a geek
nerd
why do i go out with him?
i got home
had a brew with mum and Oz
then i decided to get up and go for a walk
i needed fresh air
i was tired and knew id only fall asleep if i stayed there
and i had a bit of energy and pushed myself and went for a walk
i enjoyed it but got hot so showered when i came in
i wore my compression socks today
i havent worn them in months
they do help with pain i have to say
but theyre a lil moth eaten so ive ordered some more
i also won a second hand pair of converse potentially for work
theyre just black and white but i think from the photos theyre fur lined
which i like as they dont rub my feet
i cant tell how used they are but hopefully should see me through one term
they were only £11 anyway
even tho i can afford to buy brand new converse now i still dont pay much for my clothes
ive never had money im not used to spending it!
this is the first entry in my diary done on my new laptop
need to spend time sorting out laptops
i currently have them both on my desk ><
i will sort it all out
tomorrow school really
nothing special
first of the actual science lessons begins
i hope millie is ok as well tomorrow
shes eating and seems fine in herself
it just causes her a bit of pain when she wees
bless her
not sure when i will have images to upload on my diary
theres like nothing on this laptop apart from software!
