I slept pretty well again!!! woo i can actually feel the effects
of sleeping properly for once. I woke up at 9am tho ><
so I missed having breakfast with mum so I had it with the girls
who were running round and it looked like play fighting with each other =.=
I got crackin once again with mum's xmas pressie
i have finished it! i have a few threads so cut off but then its done!!
i love it, it looks great and im sure she will love it
i will photograph it~
mum came home and we had lunch
i have actually managed to eat today with out dying so i think
im on the mend finally!
I was commissioned by a friend in Australia to make a bag and
a lil xmas decoration, so I decided to make a start in hopes of it
arriving for xmas ><
its cut out ready to sew and so is the xmas decoration
i love the bag already and i havent sewn it yet! just has this mature feel to it
its the patterns and colours i think so i know its gonna be a good one ;)
me and mum went for 30min walk i could not be bothered
but i did it, im tired now i really am i havent stopped all day really
I realized my Youtube channel has now reached 10,000 views
and 50 subscribers. I am truly amazed at in what little time my channel has been
up that the sheer number of people who have passed by my channel
i mean its nothing special really not compared to what some people put online
but i thank every one
my brother saw me editing my video last night for today
he quizzed me as to why im still bothering to upload myself dancing
i know he doesnt like it and i think he finds it odd
and im not entirely sure why im doing it, i know i enjoy recording myself
as i try to imagine people watching me and i want to perform
aside from that im not sure, and im not when to quit ether
last week i had a week were i thought about jacking it in
i will keep going as i feel i will be letting people down
my brother just says "well they watch other channels dont they?"
yes i believe so, so would people even miss me dancing? probably not id say
im not famous or entertaining im just lil me with 50 subscribers quietly dancing
on at my own pace, im rambling i know but i will continue
i just feel i need a set in stone purpose for doing it
i was looking at the past last night, as painful as it is
i have a photo here on the left which was taken at the college course i was
forced to quit as my illnesses kicked off, that was 2010
then on the right is me now exactly 5 years later
do you think ive changed? i have changed a lot mentally i know that much!
and my hair was so light!! its slowly gotten darker and more ginger XD not to mention far longer too, that was when i decided to grow it out from my short cut
tomorrow I have my college advisory interview tomorrow
this its at 10:15am mum is gonna come with me
im looking forward to it
and i have yoga tomorrow yay yay!
