Evening
So last night, me and Jack watched Inuyasha before bed.
I managed to get off to sleep pretty quickly
woke up at 2am in pain but tried to get off to sleep and I managed it, but dreamed of being in pain. Being suspended in darkness with red chains moving like snakes wrapping round each limb, tightening then pulling. When they reached my neck I woke up. I woke up at 4:45am and I think I ended up waking Jack up with the way I woke up, he held me whilst I tried to sleep but I told him "i dreamed of pain its usually a sign i need to get up" so we got up, and I had pain killers. We sat drinking tea and I was waiting for my pain killers to kick and said "we could start the dinner you know" after jack had asked if there was anything I wanted to do. He said "we actually could" our choice was to put the slow cooker on for 4 hours on high or 8 hours on slow. Obviously it will taste better slowly cooked. So at 5am thats what we did!
with the lights on in the house we must have looked dead keen from the outside to start christmas XD
we didnt have too much to do, I was in charge of meat tho. .Jack doesnt like raw meat
After that I said "im off to bed wake me up at 8am for Oz"
Jack decided to go game, I woke up by myself at 7:25am having managed a quick hour. I went straight to Oz and he was all huddled in a ball so I fussed him and went outside with him!
He did not know what to do first! his first time in the garden of his new kingdom it was lovely to see. I mean I must have looked so stupid, watching a rabbit so happily like I has never seen a rabbit before! But it was great. I was stood with all my coat and layers on whilst he had this 15mins burst of energy round the garden. He wasnt frightened he literally couldnt explore it quick enough. He kept coming to see me - for reassurance i think - i followed him around and talked to him just for reassurance as well. Until he kept going on his back legs leaning up at me and holding on to my legs - its very cute - so I picked him up for a breather and cuddled him. I put him back down but he didnt move. I think it was Oz's way of saying "I am done" so I took him in for a warm. And jack was coming to wake me up, but I was like "weve already been out!" it was before 8am tho.
He went hopping round the house and cleaned his paws and had a treat to go home with. I left his cage door open just in case he fancied coming out himself.
I mean I didnt think he would as he would have to set foot in the garage, go along the path at the side of the house, leading to the garden and he had only seen the garden. I didnt think he would have to confidence to do the garage and path with out having his hand (paw) held. Me and jack sat down with a brew and jack pointed out the patio windows, he was there!! hopping around! the cocky rabbit! he had done everything himself! So I just kept checking on him throughout the day really as he was fine.
Me and jack opened his family tradition of stocking presents first which were really nice just little things really like lip salves and chocolates. Then we opened each others presents and he loved his from me ^^ considering I had made him a cushion with cats on book shelves printed on it we named it "the Queenie cushion" as homage to his kitty yesterday. He got me....Inuyasha final act on DVD!!!! my god! i was soooooo happy. I have all the episodes of Inuyasha on dvd all 167 of them, and loved it when I was like 14 years old but I never saw how it ended 15 years later with the final act. I wanted to watch it in dubbed, wanted the dvd, both of which i gave up looking for so i gave in. And cus we have been watching Inuyasha, it came up that I have never seen how it ends. So now, in several months when we're that far, I can see how it ends!! it aired in year 2000 can you believe that!? he got me something to hold my kindle and tablet up as I struggle holding them for long so that was thoughtful and he got me a Hokusai mug ^^
I went for a shower at this point after had done our spa treatments XD
then we got Oz in side with us to open the rest of the presents which were all so lovely I cant remember the last time I was so spoiled! each of his siblings and nan got me a present...
I got things like chocolate, a mirror, bath stuff, pyjamas, rabbit ornaments, candles.
Tara got me face packs in tubs and then a cool tea set with tea to have a go with
and mia got me candles, thumper t-shirt and hot chocolate
I then went to bed, even tho it was lovely and sunny out and I was dying to go out for a walk in it, I was just too exhausted. So went to bed and when I got up we had the job of cooking our first christmas dinner which was a mammoth job but we were massively successful. No arguments or anything it was so calm but lasted over an hour XD we sat down in front of anime. Dinner was amazing. I actuallt cant believe we managed such an amazing dinner it was sooo good and the best gravy Ive ever had.
Jack enjoyed it. I sat on the sofa and my stomach start to gripe - to be expected
so I tried to get comfy on the sofa, no, tried to get comfy on the bed, no
I suddenly went hot and ran out side for air and calmed my breathing so i was panting cus of the pain. Then my mouth filled with saliva and i thought "oh my god im gonna be sick" i thought i had actually eaten too much and my body was trying to get rid of quickly. Jack came to see if i was alright and I literally pushed him out my way to get to the bathroom sink were i was just spitting endless saliva and i was sweating so i took my jumper off. I was on the bathroom floor sat in a ball in my joggers and bra after a lovely dinner, our first christmas dinner in the bungalow and once again my illness had ruined it. Jack tied my hair up as I thought i was gonna be sick, he got me water and comforted me. It was awful, I cant remember the last time my stomach hurt THAT much. It actually felt like i had eaten scalpel blades. Such pain is not normal.
So I told him im gonna sit on the toilet for a bit so he left me. But nothing happened
so I sat on the sofa for a bit and then ran to the toilet. I was in there some time....
I came out feeling like death
I sat on the sofa in a ball, my stomach feeling like it had been kicked. it was bruised almost
Jack's family then video called so i tried to look well but luckily the connection kept cutting out so i was spared
I picked up a bit and was able to sit up, walk
so I scooped Oz up and me and Jack went to mum's
they were expecting us but not Oz so he got such a warm welcome XD
but my god the whole 90mins we were there he slept! he was shattered!!! very cute tho
we opened presents and talked then left
my brother got me outdoor shoes for the garden to get Oz with ^^ fur lined!, incense sticks and burners
mum got me a new electric toothbrush, pyjamas, slippers, socks, shoulder pad heater thing, bunny charm for plant pot,
We got back and I said I still wanted to do a christmas walk despite the cold and dark and cus of my tummy ache and jack's tight chest we did a small flat walk but enough now am doing my diary, theres still pans to wash but we've had enough. My stomach kills still. its unpleasant having bad stomach ache for 5 hours straight. it's 9:40pm and Im gonna watch Inuyasha with Jack now ^^
been a much better christmas than last year, its been good i have actually had a good day ^^ I feel loved and blessed with family, friends and the sheer amount of gifts!
tomorrow
seeing my best friend in the world - Mia for her 29th birthday!
we are going for a dog walk with her and rob and jack just round here really at 10:30am
not got anything else planned~
