Konbanwa~~~
Could I sleep last night? could I bob
I was up til 3am
I tried but my head was busy then of course I am aching so I got up for pain killers and they worked for what like 30mins? then back to aching so I got AGAIN and this time Jack woke up and I told him I was getting up for the second time but I am ok and I walked off thinking he would go back to sleep but he got up with me and we had a nice cup of tea and I took yet more pain killers. My stomach was rotting at this point but I fell asleep
Woke up at 9am feeling like hungover. I had a headache and didnt feel able to drive
Mum picked me up at 10am and we went to TK MAXX I got a couple of candles with pumpkins on and pimpkin spice flavour so I am gonna save them for october, I light candles every night as I find it soothing. Mum lights them a lot and I used to always hope she would light them when i lived at home so I guess having candles lit in the evening reminds me of home. I got a metal pumpkin to put hot pans on and I got a cool long tie die hoodie with cherries in the centre ^^
we went back to mums for a cup of tea and the lunch then before I left I offered to cut truffs's fur and so we sat up the garden doing that and then mum said she would bath them too. So she had clean sows. I helped with that and got a txt from Jack wondering where I was and if I was ok bless him. He knows what time I have my afternoon nap and I was very late for it!
I came home and went to bed then got up and had fruit loaf and tea with him then I did some exercise for 30mins with my weights on, I got rather sweaty so had a shower afterwards
Then I did the dinner which was noodles and it was goooooood Jack enjoyed it too~
then I went to finish tara's birthday card, sat out with jack and Oz whilst they gardened together, they had done some gardening this morning too whilst I went out with mum
then came in with Ozwald and Jack has joined us now after his shower
tomorrow
ugh tomorrow
going work, for no other reason than to help my anxiety for when I do have to go back next tuesday....so its just me and Jack for a couple of hours then we are coming home for lunch
not sure what I will do rest of the day really
want to be able to sleep tonight but just realised I never actually took my 4pm pain killers....
