Evening
i slept pretty well last night
apart from having a cry last night. Just felt stressed about the holidays like I wanted to know what I would get done or get to do during the holidays, didnt want to waste my holidays. What would I be able to achieve? that kinda thing. So I started micro managing stuff, writing lists, doing shopping lists, writing appointments, stuff I wanna do, need to do. I got upset as I just felt overwhelmed even tho this was my way 'helping' the situation I felt I was in.
Jack came down stairs from gaming at 10:15pm and found me upset. I think really what the problem was, was that I was over-tired. But I couldnt settle I felt restless. So we played on switchs in bed and at around 11:30pm I felt I could sleep.
I woke up at 8:30am and woke Jack up to help me with the buns and we had breakfast and Jack looked SO tired. i suggested for him to go back to bed and he actually did whereas he usually just gets on with it. I think the week back had caught up with him, he was recovering from covid, had 2 late nights and had a driving test. I think his body needed rest.
Whilst he was in bed I sorted out the buns, I cleaned Oz out, I cleaned the bathroom, I did 50mins of yoga and then at 11:55am I woke Jack up. He looked much better and said he felt better. So he had an additional 3 hours sleep which was good.
I lazed around for a bit as my body was tired. i felt tired but couldnt sleep
at 2:30pm Nigel turned up! He turned up with his dog and I suggested we do a walk. So I went for a walk with him and Mabel who was so well behaved.
He showed me his camper van and dropped off Mabel and came in to have a brew with me and Jack
he left then I got on with dinner. Really enjoying watching Rise of the shield hero its so good
We swapped the buns round and I got scratched up badly on my hand by Skyler. She doesnt half growl, snarl, scratch. Shes cute but got a lot of attitude. I made biscuits and now I am gonna have a nice warm bath then maybe do some drawing.
It was so good to see Nigel tho, I havent seen him in almost 2 years and he looks well and gave me some good stories. He says he might return in a year's time
