Evening
I stuck by my promise to jack and only did 30 mins of exercise last night, had a nice bath and watched inuyasha with jack~
I couldnt sleep tho, was worrying a bit about school to be honest and that kept me up til gone midnight T^T I woke up at 6am but managed to sleep a little til 7:20am when I couldnt hold the wee any longer and my god it was massive XD
We had an easy morning and I sat with a face sheet on and had the massager on my legs it was nice :)
we went food shopping at 9:30am, I had died on the toilet before we came out tho...I swear to god it best not be nerves that is doing my stomach. These last 2 weeks my stomach has been quite good to be honest. I am really hoping I dont go back to stomach upset this week as it means that its the stress of school that is doing me. Not that i have stressful job, but i think its cus i survive of adrenaline to get me through the day and that is draining my system and pumping me with hormones. I just find the school day hard to get through a lot of the time.
we got back and unpacked, had a brew. I cleaned the bathroom whilst jack prepped my soup, i got my soup on and went to clean Oz out. Jack was hoovering when I came in so I didnt want to ask him to stop to blend my soup as he usually does for me so I did it myself. Well i got soup down my top, splashed it all up the tiles above the cooker, over the bread board and to cap it off I broke it!!! my god. I told jack not to enter the kitchen til i had cleared up as he had cleaned it all the other day...all his hard work. yeah i make mess...
I had my fish soup and then after I let my stomach settle as its a bit fragile today
we went to wilkos as we wanted a mouse trap, my dad gave me one out his shed last night but it is one that kills and both me and jack cant bare to kill it. We took the trap to shut dad up but we had no intention of killing it. So we bought a humane one that catches it. We got a few other bits nothing exciting. but we walked through a park on our way home
we had a brew when we came in and put the trap out
I then got my picnic blanket and sat outside, Jack joined me 15mins later and then oz decided to join us XD we then came in to do some dinner. I havent been on the right planet all day, i think my mind is else where namely worrying about school pointlessly. So i started doing tomorrow's dinner! so now we have fish marinating in our fridge XD im sure it will be ok for tomorrow tho. I got on with tonights dinner which went well and jack was happy.
After dinner I looked on ebay for new piercings for jack as he never buys them i always do and i get bored of looking at the same old ones so i bought him some fresh ones. He left to go play with harvey and theo! he is no longer doing his sunday night raids! I am glad as he sounds happier ^^
I was then looking for footless tights for me for work, watching Oz outside when a magpie camee into the garden and started attacking Oz!!!! I got out my seat thinking Oz would chase it off but he kept hopping away, the magpie was wary but kept going after him!! I started yelling Oz's name running to get out the house, I watched Oz got pecked twice on his back!!! my poor baby!!! I scooped him up and found jack had ran from his PC hearing me shout Oz and was stroking him in my arms and said to bring him in, then Jack cuddle my side and Oz put a paw on each of our chests like he wanted both of us. I have since given him treats on the lounge floor, he relaxed and laid out then the magpie flew into the garden, Oz jumped up and was listening to the magpie! how the hell did he know the magpie was there!? so I calmed him down and fussed him. Bless him! hes only been attacked once and that was by molly when truffle and tillie were babies she was protecting them! But he is ok we couldnt see anything up with him. But he has gone to bed with 2 pieces of popcorn tonight instead of 1 X3
Mum sent me photos of places shes been putting her 6 molcar plush/keychains -____- XD honestly, she says I have a plush problem! They are cute tho X3 I have put mine on my keychain for the garage
Im about to get my stuff ready for school tomorrow >< I am ok, I like my job I want to be able to get on with my job without this pointless, irrational anxiety!! But it is the last term before summer holidays! I can do this, my next holiday is June 1st for a week~
I am taking a herbal sleeping tablet tonight, might treat myself to a hot chocolate too ^^
so tomorrow is school, we will be back into the routine of dropping Oz off in the morning and stuff. Should all be ok, i just struggle with working 8 hours
