Evening
I didn't sleep that well, woke up at midnight after over heating, I had slept in my dressing gown so I wasnt too shocked. I decided to get up, air the bed and cool off. Had some cereal and pain killers and went back to bed just before 1am. Then woke up at 3am - cold as I hadnt got my dressing on - cant win!
Then finally woke up at 5:30am and stayed in bed til 5:50am
I was dreading dad opening his mouth and disturbing my morning, literally cant cope with him or his tension first thing in the morning. but luckily he didnt say anything
School was lonnggggg
I had no practicals, but also I had no lessons tomorrow! there wasnt even anything to prep! that is a rarity it doesnt happen often. Sure as hell makes the day go slow. Jack had me doing display work, which I usually dont mind doing but I cant get enthusiastic about science paintings
So i kept coming back to it
but it didnt help it being so damn cold. Its October - it's cold. And the school still havent put the heating on!!!! the windows and doors in every room and corridor are open, making the school bloody freezing. We thought our radiator in the prep room wasnt working but no its actually cus they havent put the heating on! Im hoping they are waiting til after this week, after the 2 weeks half term holiday. I wasnt the only one moaning about the cold the literally every member of staff was. teachers walking in the corridors with coats on. doesnt look right. and i think "at least i can layer up and walk round" unlike the kids who have a uniform and have to sit in the their seats. they must be freezing
in the end i ended up being a shivering ball on the floor
i was so cold and numb I stopped thinking. I have poop circulation anyway never mind when its extra cold. I literally stop functioning and my body shuts down, i felt like crap and I was really tired. I wanted to come home and asked jack if i could work from home XD
i had an early lunch by myself so i could take pain killers in the hopes i would feel better
it kinda worked i guess
Me and jack signed a bit or paperwork for the solicitors
didnt get the display anywhere near finished theres just so much to do!
I came home and mum made me brew and I had a cake or 2
then I got Molly ready for the vets, she was good girl in the car as there was about a 20min wait
the vet took her and we had to wait outside for her, which was very odd and it didnt sit well with me. I mean god only knows how i will be next month when I take Ozwald for his check up and jabs. The idea of handing him over to a stranger and not being able to see whats happening or be with him, yeah I dont like it one bit. But says it will all be fine
Molly came out and she had been a good girl I think, we didnt hear squeaking anyway
the vet wasnt overly concerned, he said the lump may continue to grow so we can monitor it and see how it goes, they could take cells with a needle and poke it a few times and wipe the cells on a slide then send that slide off for analysis (this way molly wouldnt need to be put under) or to just take the lump now. But he said that the lump was movable so it meant it wasnt attached to any organs. we decided to keep an eye on it for now.
so we took her home and i put her with her babies and cut them some grass, the vet trip was all soon forgotten about
I washed my face and put my pyjamas on then had dinner then did some yoga
then i wanted to start my drawing but i have ran out of time plus im really tired
so i will leave it for tomorrow i think
but i got bulbasaur done anyway, i think he looks cute :3
tomorrow
i actually get a 'lay in' til 7am anyway
as i have pain clinic at 9am, i could get up a bit later but it clashes with my family's usual routine of when i have left the house, i leave before my brother and mum get out of bed usually!
so i will get up at 7am and then leave the house around 8:40am
i am seeing the hypermobility specialist as im concerned about my joints, then i will go straight to work from there, making sure to wear another layer to work -_____-
i have no lessons tomorrow so i hope its not another long day, i said to jack i might just not bother coming in XD so yeah thats tomorrow anyway
