Evening
I slept well last night, Jack said he even got up for 3 wees and it didnt disturb me!
I can't tell you how sick I felt so so sick this morning. My anxiety at school was so bad that I was going dizzy and had to keep sitting down as my legs felt weak
People didnt dive on me and let me come to them kinda thing
I went to see Lizi and gave her her present which she totally loved and she was so grateful and happy so that was totally worth doing ^^
I got lessons prepped, did my return to work form with Jack and took breaks
Once my 4 hours (which I was counting) was up I left
I felt exhausted
I came home and mummy was here having spent 2 hours dusting and cleaning ^^ shes amazing I very much appreciate her banishing covid from my house!
we had lunch then she left
I then did some painting which was nice but I just felt so drained so I went to bed for an hour
I did some more painting then I booked my dad's 60th birthday present online for mum but I did it whilst on the phone to mum
I sat in the garden with Oz for 20mins as it was sunny then Jack appeared.
we caught up, had dinner, had baths then I did an hour of yoga and he gamed now we gonna watch anime
tomorrow school again - half day again
but on the whole didnt go bad as I thought. But it confirmed to me that
1. I do not want that job anymore
2. I get £1100 per month Lizi gets £900 for the sake of £200, they can have the job. I want to be part time and have a LIFE
