Evening~
I did the vampire shift last night
really didnt sleep
When I woke up in the night it was with crippling stomach ache
so when I woke up at 9am I was annoyed I had awoken so late
but it wouldnt have done me any good to get up at 7am
it meant my lovely mother had got the girls out again for the last few mornings ><
I stayed in my pajamas til 12pm
I finished my cousin's birthday card ^^
I was cleaning my whole room practically whilst watching vampire diaries
I had Oz with me or 'Ozwald' as mum keeps calling him XD
Then I got ready to go over to adam's once I had eaten lunch
I hadnt eaten much past 2 days
Got to adam's and sat with him and his parents
They told me about their France holiday
and they even brought me a lil bunny plush!!! How sweet of them!
I was not expecting that!
then we sorted out adam's high school and primary school work his dad had brought down from the roof, it was nostalgic seeing all the books and planners and stuff
we threw 95% of it in the bin
We played cards which I won but god knows how as it went over the top of my head
I felt a bit off and had stomach ache and was tired
so I asked adam if I could crash on his bed for half hour but if he would join me
which he did and it was nice to relax and be cuddled for half and hour
he told me he loved me as well ^^
we had dinner which was good
and then played normal dominos which was alright
I said I had to get going
they went into the kitchen adam told me "you still havent told my parents"
I said "oh crap, dont make me" and then he said "go now and tell them"
he nudged me into the kitchen and then I quite literally spilled the beans
It felt like I was naked in front of them my heart was beating rapidly
and I was keeping it together
but they didnt judge and were very accepting which I knew they would be
and I dont know why I was so worried really
they said they accept me for me and Im welcome here any time and if I need help with anything or if I need to sleep its all fine. His mum said I was 'a ray of sunshine' X3
I did feel so much better for it
it did make me late being home tho
So I've had to come home and have a mad dash round
getting Oz out, shower, stuff ready for tomorrow
jeez its never ending!
Tomorrow I have acupuncture at 8:30am
I can not wait to talk to the guy about my mental health
and also the fact that my stomach has been worse this week
Then Im going straight to adam's as his dad is taking us to Melton Mowbary
theres a giant market there I can not wait!
Then at 4pm Oz has the vets!
its go go go
and Im shattered!
But Im living my life lately I guess!
