woooo
I helped with the pets
and I was left alone for the morning
I did some dancing and yoga and got my kit ready
I was at the gym for 11am and met adam
I got all signed in and stuff
then I went to see the gym for myself
I was impressed at the size of it actually
it was big and full of loads of equipment more than I knew existed
and it was clean and in good condition
Adam stayed with me a lot of the time as I didnt want to be alone
cus heck I didnt know how the hell these machined worked
and cus i wanted to see wonder boy in action
i was impressed i will not deny that
he has a lot of strength behind him and it scares me sometimes how strong he is
and what i call punishment he puts his body through
and of course he didnt just let me stand there oh no he had to get me involved
and cus i have a big mouth i end up punishing myself
hes like "how's that?"
"ah its quite easy actually" so he makes it harder
why do I say anything!?
but there was one machine that is basically you picking your own body weight up
well i matched him on that!!! in fact we were both 1 away from the top
i said "let me do the top one that'll put ya to shame"
he didnt let me do it
but that was my achievement of the day being able to match him on something hes been training on for years but i put it down to the fact he weighs double me
we left to go take showers i wasn't sweaty unlike adam who looked
like he had done work out i looked cool as a cucumber XD
but he did do more than me
still i went for a shower
ninja nun style
seriously there was 2 changing rooms the rest was open female space
the showers well i wore my clothes into the cubical got undressed and hung it
all over the door, showered put my t-shirt back on and wrapped the towel round my bottom half stumbling carrying the rest of my stuff to the changing room
all around me naked ladies
cringe worthy indeed
so I got changed without anyone seeing my nudy parts XD
met adam we had lunch
he paid
again
i feel in debt to him
but i tell myself "i pay for petrol"
we went to my house
and sat outside with Oz
played pokemon
he showed me videos of this guy pranking his brother
then adam told me "one time he put a 11" comdom in his brother's burger"
my mind absolutely reeled at this, adam was laughing about the prank
i wasnt
"whats up?"
"oh nothing you seriously dont want to know what i was thinking"
"no go on"
"people, i mean guys, guys cant be that big right?"
adam went quiet at this point
"i've heard some guys can be, yeah"
"thats not possible!!!!"
yeah i freaked out a bit and adam noticed I had shifted away from him - subconsciously
i wasnt aware guys were that size and the thought of that in me or near me for that matter
scared me half to death. it wouldnt be a problem if i didnt have a boyfriend
but one day i may end up in that situation and im not sure i want to be
ok i definitely dont want to be
but i could react that strongly in front of him cus he's a guy and shouldnt be ashamed of being a guy and i didnt want to make him feel awkward or anything
it was just a shock thats all
he told me not to worry and then changed the subject
great going Jo showing your immaturity once again!!
I was fighting off sleep all afternoon
and soon my body ached
and at 3pm i had stomach ache and nausea
by 5:20pm I had started to dose off to try and escape these feelings
adam was still over and i said i didnt feel good at all
i worried about taking him home
but he was fine he told me to stay there, wrapped me up, brought me water and told mum i had done too much - snitch
and walked home
i fell asleep for an hour then mum woke me
i felt dreadful still i got some food down me
need to drink actually i havent drank much since 3pm
i am dreading waking up tomorrow in case i can not walk
but we shall see
so that was my day at the gym
i cant handle anything can i
but i was still glad i went and i was impressed at how strong i actually am :)
necklace I got in the post
i got other stuff today also ^^
